Everything changes

2011

2011-01-25T08:05:00.001+11:00

Guess it's the new year of 2011. Time really flies when ur older. Year on year just come and go and here I am turning 24. The days where u live for what's happening tmr can no longer apply. Before u realized it, suddenly u consider everything that concerns u. U begin to questions ur decisions, the rationale behind them. U begin to factor in consequences and how it will affect u. Impulse can no longer affect ur important decisions.

Suddenly everything becomes serious. Somehow everything is related. Ur future basically hangs in the balance with every move u make. U want to be in control and take the lead. U want to be independent and self-sufficient.

Does this mindset then make an adult? Can u then consider urself one? That is food for thought.

Rebirth

2011-01-25T08:04:00.001+11:00

I want to get my blog running again. For once, let it be the source for my ramblings and thoughts that always keeps me awake at night.

Well now would be 6yrs since I started this blog. I've changed so much that sometimes I wonder where that certain parts of me have went.

I used to be very competitive and sporty, always keeping fit. But look at what has happened now. Easy to blame the age but well it shouldn't be an excuse.

I realized now that I really know what I want, where I want to be. I just do not know how to get there. I need direction and guidance. I want to make an informed choice. I do not want to do stuff just for the sake of going thru motion. I want to know what I'm getting into and excel at what is required.

I want and need that drive back again. That purpose, that aim, that goal to be better than my peers. I want to be somebody! Not just some layman. I need the confidence and optimism to push forward on this important phase of life.

For all this to happen, I need to clear my head. Be in the right frame of mind and on the right track. Sounds so cliche but if thats what it takes to succeed then I won't mind doing it over and over till it becomes second nature.

Well till I find the answers, that will be it for now.

EXAMS!

2009-10-05T17:32:00.003+11:00

Woah, suddenly its already october. Thats really really fast. Exams start in 2 days time. Im still preparing. Not really quite there yet. Hopefully can accomplish it soon. Well this semester pretty much flew past for me. Way way too fast. Guess the 12 week semester doesnt really help.

I mean 3 months to study everything. What more with skipping lectures and tutorials here and there. Probably will affect me abit, but i guess i`ll manage well. Anyway Hari Raya this year was really good. What with the awesome food and crowd that i went to. My tastebuds were really satisfied this time. Quite happy about this year. haha.

2 weeks til i head back to SG for holidays. This time almost a 5-month break! What the hell would i be busy with this time round. Maybe get a job or something. I mean not much time till i actually enter the workforce so why not. Was thinking of holidays and i hope i`ll go for some holidays during this break. Phuket, KL or maybe Bangkok. Dubai will be another one for the family. Ok, time to concentrate on studying...

The way i are

2009-09-12T18:29:00.002+10:00

U want to know the answers why ive walked away? Well here it is. I would rather not change u to someone u are not. The more i think about it, the more i felt that all along ive been trying to make u fit into what ive been looking for. And because u could not fulfill that, i realise i should never push it any further.

Because u are who u already are. There was no way u could actually fit in, when all along u couldnt. I change as many things about my own requirements just to fit u in. But guess what, ive just changed too much. To a point where im just closing both eyes and following through.

I ask myself why should i do that or experience that. It was not me at all. Perhaps in this case im too demanding but whats wrong with me wanting my own personal needs. Its just who i am as a person. With that ive decided to walk away because there was no point trying to convince otherwise that things will be different.

I do not want to change u, and i do not want to change myself way, way too much just so we could co-exist. I no longer want to lie to myself and be happy when im not. No doubt doing all this would hurt but well im looking at the brighter picture here. Rather than live something out of force behaviour and changes, i would rather look forward.

With that, i walk away from this relationship we had. I have no wish to carry on any longer. Will not deny u the chance to happyness and time that u will have with me out of your life. Please understand and move on.

A Summary as it is

2009-09-10T05:18:00.011+10:00

Im going to start writing on something that ive always felt for quite sometime already. And i know u will definitely not like this but i really have to get this out of me, because i no longer want to keep thinking about it. So after u read this, i hoped objectively u will give me an answer.

Ive always liked u ever since the day our paths crossed. The way u look at me with such innocence with those eyes of yours. And ever since that day, ive always done my best to keep u as close to me irregardless of what the circumstances was. That would include contacting u since i left for the first time, coming back in june just to see u, and doing what im doing now. And putting things in perspective, ive invested a whole lot of my life into this relationship.

But under the cover, there was this thing that always bothered me. And it would reassurance. U are very bad at reassuring me and making me feel at ease. What ive learned over the past months were ur very self-centred(meaning everything revolves around you) and selfish(putting urself way before others). To get a reaction from u, i got to keep talking and emphasing on it to get the message across. There was no genuine care from your side. And whenever there were problems from my side, it will always end up to me pacifying ur problem when in actual fact, it was mine to start with.

Im starting to wonder whether this is what i want from a relationship. I feel im changing my standards and what i want from a gf way too much just so that i could fit into your world. I feel im accepting too many things that i dont believe in and compromising on my very own beliefs. I thought i can mold u into my ideal gf and it turns out im molding into ur ideal bf. Im giving up basically all my own requirements.

Everything is just becoming a routine, and that routine is what u have set it for me and im just following blindly. And i dont like that, the fact things are just normal. I used to be so excited to see u online, but now it seems it depends on whether u are in the mood to be online. And it crushes me to see that happen. There are way more silence between us now and i myself cant figure out why. Ive always gave and gave and gave, but sometimes i dont see anything coming back my way. Thats were the reassurance part comes in.

People used to tell me that u and i are not compatible. We come from different backgrounds, different socials groups, to put it blindly, u were from ITE, im in university. That worlds apart we are. But i didnt mind, because i thought u were different and i wanted to give u a chance to prove urself. I clouded my own judgement, just because i dont believe in stereotyping people. But over the course of a few months, i began to see more.

Ur just taking me for granted after all. It can be seen from the behaviour u showed me after i left back to Melb. Ur msges just became shorter, u didnt want to come online much(even when ur internet was working), there were more silences, u didnt want to sleep late anymore, u didnt want to deal with problems, and everything just became a routine. Both of us were just going about doing our stuff and msged and talk as necassary.

And for sure, u never wanted to change, after everything ive said and pointed out, u never followed through with it. Like after the last argument, u said u wanted to earn back my love, but once things got back to normal, u did nothing else. I find that rather half-hearted. I realised that is what happened after every argument we had. Once we fall back to the routine, u will do nothing more.

Makes me think about all those conversations we had online in the past. What we expected from a bf/gf. How we would treat them, what we would do if they feel sad or in a bad mood. Expectations and requirements. Was that all u, or were u potraying someone else? Because ur not living up to what u have said to me before.

I must admit though that we both are very stubborn. Thats why issues always seemed so hard to be worked out. U want to stick to ur stand, and i want to stick to mine. Both doesnt want to back down and give up. And after what happened, i`ll always be the one to relent and make things better again. And im so sick of doing that, always being the giver.

I used to think why do i have to keep telling u everything, instead of u figuring it out on ur own or realising that something is happening and u should do something. Do u really thing there is nothing going on and everything is normal and simple everytime? Whenever im being serious, u think its a joke and start laughing. U need to understand that its not just roses everyday. There have be some seriousness there, not just laughing off everything.

I used to think that we havent had enough chance to be together physically and that really is the ultimate thing. But when our relationship that is communicated through sms, phone and the internet is crumbling right before me, im at a lost to what i have to do. Its the only thing that keeps us going but if its just becoming a routine and there is nothing different, then slowly and slowly, im goin to lose it and i have been experiencing so. I dont know whether u realise this, but i guess not, since ur not making an effort to do likewise.

Never once have i thought i`ll feel this way towards someone, but u have somehow made me do that. At the end of the day, i just hoped that u will listen to me but im really losing on that as well. I believe ive changed so much just so to fit into ur world but now i realise im just under too much control from u. U have made me fall for u so hard and so fast and im thinking it was a very grave mistake to do so.

I always wanted to ask u this. After all ive done to keep in contact with u and keep this relationship going, what have u really done in return? What have u got to show that u have tried everything possible just to make this work? And u always think ur right no matter what i say. U always want the upper hand. U never thought u were in the wrong. U just want me to follow u, instead of u following me. Thats just selfish.

Maybe we met way too early. Ur still very much immature while i believe im quite mature and i know what i really want. Maybe thats why is seems that im quite demanding when thats really how i view things and what i want to have from someone. Maybe our view on bf/gf are really different after all. Maybe we are way too alike or different. Maybe ur just simple, while i am complicated.

Well that is what i have to say. A great load off my mind. If this results in an argument, then i wish what u have to say is really objective and not subjective. This is how i view whatever thats been happening. If u decide not to talk to me anymore, then i already know the answer why.

SUPRISE!

2009-08-06T16:19:00.002+10:00

BABY! Im just so happy that u decided to suprise me with the gift. Made me have a really wide big smile. Just grinning to myself thinking about it. And the letter u wrote, so sweet and lovely.

Baby i promise u i`ll try my best to be ur boyfriend. Just like the letter said, we`ll work every problem or challenge in our relationship together and it make it work out in the end.

I LOVE U SYG! Hugs n Kisses. <3

Missing and thinking of u always......

HELPLESS

2009-08-04T00:48:00.002+10:00

I feel so helpless. Its like I cant do anything. U do not want to lean on me. Just keep pushing me away and away each time. U keep saying its only u. But do u ever realise that u being that way just hurts me.

I want to be there, ive been telling u that. But for me, just avoiding it wont help matters. Makes me just feel even worse. The distance is totally not helping. I feel so useless sometimes.

I want to understand and i really do. But doing that to myself is really not helping me because im not that way. Im the type that will always keep wondering and thinking about it. It never leaves my mind unless something is done.

I dont like sleeping on a heavy mind. It just makes me have insomnia. I cant sleep for hours because of things like this.

I hold u ever so dearly to my heart, and as each day passes, i long for the day ur back into my arms. But its issues like this that make me just wanna pack up and meet u back in SG. Because being physically there would be a different matter.

I being there thru sms, phone and the internet has so far been alright but when issues like this crop up, u just dont want me there. I keep emphasising it but u keep pulling away from me and proceed to ur own corner.

I now really dont know what I can do. Issues always happen and if u decide that u want to do it ur way, then really there is nothing else I can do.....

Im totally lost..... Im sorry dear.....

I MISS U BABY!

2009-08-03T17:42:00.000+10:00

I REALLY REALLY REALLY MISS U DARLING!!!!!!!!!!!! :-*

.....

2009-07-21T03:06:00.002+10:00

Dono what to say or what to feel. I just feel so deprived of ur belonging. Just cant get to sleep. This whole internet down thing is getting to me. Is it just so hard? Or im just thinking too much? I dono. I so want to see you..... Like really see you.....

Just feel that part of it is taken away just like that. And the msges and call just doesnt do it somehow..... Feel kinda left out.... Kinda detached.... I feel really far for once.....

???(insomnia)

Update

2009-07-20T23:37:00.002+10:00

Been going out a whole lot ever since pow got here. Practically like an everyday thing nowadays. Plus the drinking that we both share. Lots of Heineken bottles have been consumed. Haha. Well its definitely more fun with pow here with me. Not really that bored. What with the activities that we have.

Baby...................... I MISS YOU! i really really do. And ur internet dying on you just makes its so much worser. Like talking online with webcam. I miss looking at you. Been like a week since the last one. Please let it be on?!

Love you dearest Liyana... <3

Im Sorry.....

2009-07-12T18:16:00.002+10:00

Baby i just wana say im really sorry. I didnt meant for it to come out that way but maybe unintentionally it did without me realising it. Im still new to this, having u by my side.

And because of that, i may not do certain things or say certain things that to me are ok but to you was not. Im constantly trying to really know u as deep as I can and hope u can understand that.

As such there will be mistakes made along the way. Ive never said i was perfect and neither can u be that "perfect" girlfriend. There is no such thing anyway. So either way, as long as we try our very best together, that will be good enough.

So take it this way, we are always learning and improving on every step that we take. There will always be bumps and obstacles along the way and I really hope we both can take it within us and share it together as a couple. Please dont keep it in, thats what im asking of u baby..... Im there for a reason, and i want to be there for u regardless of anything......

I LOVE U BABY, :-* <3

LEAVING SG...

2009-07-06T17:29:00.003+10:00

Typing this post as i busily packed all my stuff away. This trip has really been physically taxing on me. Went out everyday early and came home really late. Not getting enuf sleep or rest. But that was expected.

I just wana say i really love you alot. The times spent with you within these 2 weeks plus has really been worth all that waiting. We met every single day and when i send you home, im always looking forward to the next day`s plan. Thanks you for going out with me as much as you can and i noe its really tiring and all but babe, i believe you feel the same about it as i do. Im really really really gona miss you when i go back in a while. Wish i had more time. Love all the dates we had! =) =-*............ Love u Baby!

Thanks for the whole trip guys, really enjoyed the break! Not long b4 the next one......

SINGAPORE

2009-06-28T08:34:00.004+10:00

IM IN SINGAPORE!!!

Well this post comes 1 week after i arrived. Just had so much fun. Totally enjoying myself.

Which brings me to say i have a girlfriend now. Love u baby. =). Really all that wishing wanting waiting has finally all come to light. Im really happy that im with you now. Everything seems to have fallen into place. And im still in a daze really.

And i haven really slept properly. Literally running on adrenalin alone. Less than 7hrs of sleep a day and off i go. Not helpin is parents are in town too.

Im just want you to know im treasuring every moment spent with you. No matter how tired i am and all those "blur" times, it doesnt matter babe. hahaha. =) :-*

Friday

2009-06-12T01:04:00.002+10:00

Getting real close now. My mind is swirling around with information. Overloading soon! haha. Exams on monday. 3 days of pure torture. I must get this semester right. Come on, i can do this!

Which brings me to says, as each day gets closer, i feel more and more excited. Not for the exams sadly. hahaha. Well this semester has jus flew by for me, wads another few days. haha.
Missing u babe... :-*... soon, real soon... :-p

Month Of June

2009-06-09T00:06:00.002+10:00

Well june this year was really different. Couldnt celebrate my bday properly i guess. Anyway it was the 22nd, really feel the oldness that comes with it. haha. The first one that wish me was you, felt really happy bout tat. And all those that wished me, thank you.

Which brings me to say i`ll have a huge party night to make up for it when im back. Cant wait. Time to get drunk! haha. About 2 weeks to go before im back in SG. The whole swine flu thing is a definite downer. Hopefully all will turn out well.

Exams are round e corner. Slowly getting back on track. I shud be fine. Keep the strength and push on. Time to get my ass on it! haha. Ok well thats all for now. Happy 22nd Birthday ME! Wont be long now babe, ;-*, :-p...

##########

2009-05-28T22:49:00.002+10:00

How time flies these days. Before i knew it, its already been 3 months since i met u. And somehow sch is ending really fast. Like in 3 weeks im done and on the way home. Haha. Amazing how things could be. These past few months have been wonderful. Really thankful. It has just flew by without me looking back. And knowing that i can sleep with a smile on my face is great. Could not ask for more.

There is so much i have to do on this trip back. Especially with that special someone. =).. Time would be of upmost importance. I need to plan and schedule properly. This time, no time wasting. Fill up every hour with events so that i cant feel bored back home.

Cant wait, but exams first! Missing u always babe... :-*

Thursday

2009-05-21T23:31:00.002+10:00

I guess what ive been waiting for so long has happen to me finally. Ive met someone wonderful and that person is certainly you. Ive thought about saying it but ive always figured when i really mean it, i would do so, and in the end i did.

Im glad we both are on the same boat and on the same journey. Makes everything better with me knowing and you knowing that we both share the same feelings. Im happy, very happy in fact.

With me smiling everyday, always thinking of you my dear, it wont be long. On the home run babe... :-) :-*

On the home run

2009-05-20T00:48:00.003+10:00

Unexpected or expected? I dono. Wasnt suppose to go back to SG in june but now i am. Well had a feelin i would. haha. Maybe i wanted to go home after all. Gona be busy for the next few weeks b4 the exam. Well i would like to say thanks for supporting me all these time. Without you, i would not have kept pushing myself to finish my assignments. And im glad you did. I feel lost now with only 1 more to go. Was nvr in this postion last sem. haha

Right here wishing, wanting, waiting for you babe. Not long from now..... :-*

Merindukanmu

2009-05-11T00:43:00.003+10:00

[Intro]
Saat aku tertawa di atas semua
Saat aku menangisi kesedihanku

Aku ingin engkau selalu ada
Aku ingin engkau aku kenang

Selama aku masih bisa bernafas
Masih sanggup berjalan
Ku kan slalu memujamu
Meski ku tak tau lagi
Engkau ada di mana
Dengarkan aku ku merindukanmu

Saat aku mencoba merubah sgalanya
Saat aku meratapi kekalahanku

[Interlude]
Dengarkan aku ku merindukanmu-

Saturday Night...

2009-05-03T04:02:00.002+10:00

I`ll be right here waiting patiently for the moment to come. I realised jus how much ive fallen for you and haven felt like this for a long time. Its really great that we both noe how we feel for each other and u bet my feelings are just as deep as urs.

Taking each day as a new one, time will pass and what prevails is something that im totally looking forward to......

2009-04-29T01:00:00.002+10:00

Wow! Been 2months since we noe each other. Seems that time has passed kinda fast but i want it to move even more. It won`t be that long nor will it be that fast. Im very patient as a person but sometimes i just feel i really want u to be by my side. To just enjoy each others presence in places that only we would decide. Like i said, im prepared to wait and after this time period is over, i noe it will all be worth the wait. I love the 'zones out' too. haha. Missing u always babe...

Wed Night

2009-04-23T01:03:00.002+10:00

To say, i was never prepared for this right from the start. Ive had my doubts and ive thought about it ever since it began. As ive said b4, i hated being let down, and that feeling is something i dowan to feel anymore. And with you, it was the same feeling truthfully. But so far, every step we take is a step closer and closer to making all those fears and doubts go away. And as we proceed further, the more i keep treasuring moments of what we`ve achieve so far. So believe me when i say i`ll try to always be there for you if you would allow me.....

Updated

2009-04-21T22:07:00.002+10:00

A promise is a wonderful thing. If anything, it means 2 sets of person have agreed mutually to commit to something of obvious importance. Well im glad we made a promise. If ur going to do what u said, den i`ll definitely follow through. Its just made me feel more secure and assured that what we have is something special that only us will know. It doesnt really matter whatever other people say but to me Im commited to it and i shall wait for however long its gona take for me to be with you.....

Soccer

2009-04-16T01:16:00.002+10:00

Had a really good game of soccer today. Played for like 3hrs. Super tired though. Scored alot of goals after such a long time. Always losing or drawing playing at deakin indoor so today was something different at least. Had tons of fun just playing, fooling around, laughing at the misses and all that. Pretty good game i guess.

Well ive to say ive never smiled so much ever since i got to noe you. Ive never failed to smile whenever we`re chattin either by msn, sms or on the phone. And like people always say, smiling is a good thing and smiling everyday would be the best. It just gives you the feel-good factor and im damn glad about that. Knowing you personally after all this while just makes me sit back and ponder just what more do i want from a special someone.

Ive always tried to be myself and not put on a show or potray a certain way just to fit in. Ive never like to do that. And if i could be myself with you all these while, then that definitely shows something. I couldnt be more happier than to finally get to really noe a nice gal and for her to really get to noe me and not just skim the surface. I dont really noe what i want more from my special someone, and till that days comes, we`ll see den.. haha.. i guess im happy, glad, and excited at the same time and i really haven felt like this for quite some time.....

Tuesday

2009-04-14T14:40:00.003+10:00

Remember once i told you that if i did this right, you just could be the gal ive been looking for all this while. Im glad i did it and im beginning to think that you are that gal thats been missing so far. Well it didnt matter that i got to noe you 1 week b4 i went back to Aust. Like you said, fate has a way of bringing 2 people together and i realise that. And somehow or rather we got closer day by day, judging from the many things in common that we have, which i find is such a big coincidence. haha. And as we asked more questions and more randoms on each other, somehow things just happen to fall into place one by one. I used to not be sure but i am now definitely. This path will not be an easy one but somehow i noe we`ll get thru it.....

One early monday morning...

2009-04-13T03:00:00.002+10:00

Feelings are sure as complicated as they are. You can never be sure of certain things that are happening around you. Thats what ive learned thru the years gone by. Ive felt certain ways, ive got broken a few times, ive stand up and and go thru it again knowing for sure that anything can happen irregardless of whatever that certain moment have made me feel. It made me learn, made me think, made me consider everything just to make sure that i dont make the same mistakes again.

Seriously ive never expected anything from the start. For me, i just felt things should go its natural course and it definitely did. And you did something i expected most gerls won`t do which is to genuinely care, although with me being overseas, it might prove as an obstacle and a challenge. But if we can stand the test of time and distance, then i promise you that it will be worth your while. Our similarities serves as a common bond and if i could change your view, den i believe we`ll just have to see what the future awaits for us.....

Easter break!

2009-04-10T20:31:00.002+10:00

Yeah its gona be a nice week of no sch next week. Dont really have plans though. Cousin is flying in on sunday. Probably bring him to the dandenong ranges for the train ride and all that. Well the assignments are piling up really well. Haven really done much for it but will defnitely get going soon. Hmm, guess i`ll enjoy this break. Might as well. Might go clubbing on one of the days. Aniwae these days drinking seems to have not much of an effect. Guess i miss drinking with my bros. At least i noe they can drink as much as me. Not like giving up halfway like some ppl. Haha. Well that Good Friday for ya...

Random Poem

2009-04-08T03:30:00.004+10:00

The day i met someone new,
I figured things might change,
Maybe make things interesting,
Sharing some joy and sorrow.

If that could happen,
I hope i`ll be ready,
Feelings are very unique,
It totally defines a person,
But no matter what you feel,
It shouldnt be taken lightly.

Always hope for the better,
Pray that things can go your way,
But some things are unpredictable,
The days ahead might not be easy.

Promises can be made,
Trust can always be built,
Honesty is one key ingredient,
That makes everything go smoothly.

Patience must be there,
But not as easily achievable,
Understanding ones own being,
Is probably the hardest.

They say distance can be an issue,
But some say the heart grows fonder,
As long as there`s communication,
I dont see why there is a problem.

So should one day things happen,
I hope to be able to hold your hand,
Lets go forth and face it together,
And live life as fully as we can.

April Fools!

2009-04-01T23:13:00.004+11:00

Haha. Its already april. Used to remember my pri sch days where we used to play so many jokes on this fateful day. Lots of laughter and lots of fun. Haha. Those young and innocent days. always remember them fondly. Back then, nothing else matters. Only go to sch to have fun with friends, not do homework, get scolded by teachers, caning by the VP and all the other stuff that pri sch kids do.

This days it doesnt apply anymore i guess. Everything done has its consequences and such. Dont do this today, and it will bite u back tmr. So many things require careful consideration. Cant be as carefree as before i guess. Part and parcel of growing up i guess. And the one evil thing is definitely procrastination. No matter what it will always happen and im still dealing with it. Ahah.

In other news, i begun to really enjoy soccer again. It used to be my fav sport and the one ive always love since childhood. N now im feeling that way again. Really enjoy playin on tues and wed. Although its beginning to shag me out. Like really tiring. But its ok. Im loving it so who cares. Gona continue it for as long as i can. haha

ARMY life...

2009-03-26T01:29:00.002+11:00

Thought of blogging about it for a long time. Guess now ive gotten over it so well i shud. To say, ive never hated army. In fact b4 i went in on that fateful day, 8 Oct 2005, i was looking forward to it. Ever since i joined NCC in sec sch, i always thought i`ll enjoy my army life. Anticipating the challenges in it and the adventures that i`ll go and the friends i`ll make, pretty much i was all set.

BMT was quite fun i guess. Being in Hawk Platoon 5 was quite interesting coz i was in a platoon of 62 or 65 men instead of the usual 40. Got to make lotsa friends. People who were mostly older coz they were from poly and those even 17 who just passed their IB. From learning how to strip weapons to basic outfiled, BMT had its tough moments and lots of funny happier times. Quite enjoyed the first step though.

SISPEC was next. Didnt expect to even make it but well i did. Was super thrilled to become a specialist coz i could lead men instead of following and get to go more places to train. I really like SISPEC although it was really tough and a pain in the ass sometimes. The friends i made in BMT forged an even closer bond in here coz we really depended on each others support especially when we`re dying somewhere out there with no water. And i accomplish my IPPT gold and CSB course in here so was really proud to wear the rank when i graduated.

UNIT life was next. Enjoyed the first few months coz there was notin to do so we were just rotting ourselves silly everyday. Then came the men and what followed was some of the toughest moments i ever had physically and mentally. Not only was it already tough to lead men, i had to deal with uncompromising superiors who just didnt give a shit unless the work is done to their way. There were moments that i felt i shud just give up but i couldnt. I could not let my men down and also myself. Had to just suck it up and move on from one event to the other. And when is was over on 7 August 2007, i sure hell was glad that all that shit was over.

I would say i learned alot of things in ARMY. I learned respect, integrity, motivation, commitment to whatever i was doin. I never once gave up. To say ARMY made me a better man would be a no-brainer. I guess it did, looking back. Went in at 18yrs and finish at 20yrs. It did made me more matured and more confident about my abilities. Never thought i`ll say that. To sum it up, i had alot of tough times and moments but those happy and fun times far overwrites the bad memories. I`ll smile whenever i think of those times coz they were so random or candid that it just made ur day. Like the time my fren fell into a well wihout realising that it was one. He thought it was grass. That just made our day, all of us there. Haha. Yeah i guess ARMY was really an experience that i shall not forget no matter wad.

Bad Hair Day!

2009-03-24T00:51:00.002+11:00

Shit! My hair came out wrongly. Was just tired of the blonde colour. It was ash brown for a few weeks but suddenly became blonde b4 i went back. My natural black was growing back so why not try and dye it to another colour. Which then became a wrong decision coz now my hair is black. Like jet black. A colour never b4 seen since army days. Haha. Well what to do! Stupid 'country colours' couldnt get the job done. Now i regret not buying Gatsby b4 i went back.

Last weekend was quite good. Went to Einstein`s for the traffic light party. Laid back and have a few beers which was nice since being sober ever since i came back to Melb. Pretty much just hang around. Didnt do much. Friday was quite fun. Having chivas yet again brings me that closer to SG style drinking with my bros. But too bad none of my frens could drink as much. Most likely drank like half a bottle but just couldnt get that feeling. Haha. Quite a good night though. Well2 that was the weekend...

Random

2009-03-18T01:36:00.002+11:00

There are days where i feel that certain things that i do is never like fully appreciated. Take for instance assignments, Especially if its a group assignment, i tend to be the one who would do the most work. Like checkin for grammer mistakes or spellings. Even organisising a report would always be my job. Not that i ask for it but well guess it just comes back to me. To say, im no perfectionist but somehow i always feel like i need to put like a personal touch to it.

And i cant seem to stop doing it or not bother at all. Something in me will say that certain things are not up to standard and so there i am correcting it. I always ask myself why am i doing it but i still cant find a right answer. I wonder how some people can just overlook it and pretend nothing happened. Maybe its just my nature of doing things. I tend to look ahead and anticipate certain things and guess thats just the way it is. Saying so, im tired of doing it. Wish i could let it go and make it some other buggers responsibility.

Another thing is well trust. Maybe sometimes im too nice or too forgiving. I donno. Tend to really put myself in the spot only to regret it later. Happened alot of times over the years. Me immersing myself in the moment but realising that at the end of the day, it was all not worth a cent of my time. Certain people can say certain things but somehow it doesnt come up how its suppose to be. I ask myself all the time why it happens but again thers no answer.

Shud i keep believing in trusting certain things. I dono. Ive always tried to take a broader approach. Look at things from a different angle, or even from many angles. Never take anything for granted no matter how sugar-coated it might look. Coz sometimes i trust too much or put too much trust. And for what for. What do i get in return. Nothing but a mess or something unclear that will bug me and make me want to make it better.

Well turning 22 this year has really made me feel old and mature beyond the years before. Somehow ive found myself just thinking too much and thinking too far. Like what it would be like when all my studying is over and how do i to get a job. Im starting to want to feel independent again. Not depend too much on my parents. Like wanting to get a job nw. Like wanting my studies to finish so that i can go to the working world. Like me not wanting to take my masters degree coz i dont see no point in doing it at this time. There is so much thoughts going on in my mind. I could find myself just thinking all about it until i realise its 7am and i need to go to school at 11. Yeah maybe it just comes with the age. Sometimes i feel prepared and confident, on some days i dont. Well guess taking it in my stride will do the trick but u never know what tommorow awaits. Alright...

Back in Melbourne

2009-03-17T04:08:00.002+11:00

Well b4 i noe it the holidays have ended. Been a very good 4 months of break. Gues i needed it. Although this semesters timetable is kinda relax, dont tink i`ll really slack off. Got to get my grades up as always. Prolly gona fina a part time job soon. Will need the extra cash what more with the PS3 and also for doing up the car. Gues thats all fer nw...

Going back...

2009-03-04T03:43:00.002+11:00

A few more days and i`ll leave sg again for melb. Been kinda fast since coming back in nov. 4 months have pass by with me doing everything possible. Ive partied, enjoyed, ate, laughed, had as much fun as i could and well the time has come yet again. This trip was a good one. Thanks to all that have accompanied me n who noes when i`ll come back for the next one...

TO 2009!!!

2009-01-19T05:19:00.003+11:00

Hell been a long time since the last one. Been up to alot of stuff the past few months. Lets see, got back from Melb sometime late Nov. Didnt waste much time in experiencing the SG culture especially hanging out with my Bros, what more with their new activity called "ABBA" which i totally forget the meaning to it. Basically a small BBQ session among say 5 people, normal food, beers, cigs and music. Kind of have a nice feel to it. Just chill and hangout by the beach.

Well up next was the Bali trip which was really awesome. We did so many things over like 6 days. Went for the tours, the beach, the shopping, the food, everything there was really worth it. Totally loved the place. Clubbing there also live up to its reputation. This trip got to be up there with the best places ive been. Being there with my Bros also made everything very meaningful and super fun!

Right after Bali was ZoukOut 2008 during the weekend that we got back. Only 3 of us made it though. Me, Pow and Emiz. Yet another crazy party! First of all we were late going into Sentosa so it delayed us til like 1015. We need to get in by like 11 plus so we pretty much had like 1 bottle of Chivas with coke among the three of us in like 30mins. After which we boarded the bus to Siloso and b4 we knew it each one started puking b4 the entrance. Well the rest of the night was really fun so that part didnt matter!

It didnt end there coz Dubai trip was next. Spend a cool 1 week spending time with my family and cuzins doing what Dubai does best, Shopping! Well but this trip was kinda different. We went to Al-Ain to see the mountains, Abu Dhabi for the grand mosque, also the Desert Safari in Dubai which was really cool coz we were able to play ATVs and a rollercoaster of a ride through the desert in an SUV. Rounding off, everyday was packed with activities so this trip was really well spent.

After Dubai was the Siloso Beach Party to cap off the year. Counting down with the thousands there but it wasnt really that spectacular. Fireworks were kinda dissapointing and the fact that i lost everyone i went there was really a damper. Thankfully i had other plans which made the night good. Well that was it to the New Year. Welcome 2009! To many more fun and happy memories this new year!!!

EXAMS!

2008-10-31T22:02:00.001+11:00

The final exams are fast approaching. That said, im not really prepared yet. Well I have actually 2 exams next week followed by a 1 week break again. Pretty spread out so it should be ok. Kinda dissapointed with my assignment results. 3000 word assignment and I only got 15/30. Freaking put in so much effort, guess it wasnt good enuf. Oh well.. Wad can i say. This semester is turning out to be a tough one. Hmm. Back to studying i guess....

WEEK 11

2008-10-09T23:42:00.001+11:00

Ok well its already week 11. 2 more weeks to go and im done with school. Except for the fact that exams are a week later. currently left with 1 online test which i`ll do this weekend and a marketing research assignment due next friday. It`s been pretty boring this month. Guess missing hari raya was 1 thing that made it so unexciting. Normally the family will go visit family members for open houses and all that.

Making things more dull for me was that 2 of my housemates went Sydney just this morning. Impulsively just decided to go and i had to be left behind bcoz of commitments towards assignments. They drove down and it just makes me feel left out coz i really wanted to go Sydney for a long time. Bondi Beach and all that. Hmm, maybe i should plan one soon after the exams. But b4 that, got lotsa catching up to do with schoolwork. Well that sums up this week. Gona immerse myslef in test and assignment for the weekend.

Selamat Hari Raya Cont'd

2008-10-01T11:20:00.002+10:00

Well its Hari Raya 2008 already! Luckily i have some SG and Msia frens to celebrate with. Also good food will be available. Almost close to home but nonetheless better than nothing. Enjoy!

Selamat Hari Raya

2008-09-29T23:20:00.002+10:00

Well the fasting month is almost over. Just 1 more day before Hari Raya on wednesday. Seems like this year I did something that I never did for almost 3 years which is fasting for the whole month. Somehow something in me decided that this year I will accomplish the whole month without missing any days. A month abstaining from all the vices. It`s been difficult but im glad Ive made it.

Which brings me to say its my first ever Hari Raya without the comforts of my family members. After like celebrating for 20 years, this year its going to be different. Whenever I tink about this, it just makes me feel so distant. Sad if you like. I miss breaking fast with my family especially with everyone around, the good food, the chattering, the times when I ate so much I couldnt get up from the seat.

And of coz goin to geylang serai for the bazaar with my cuzins after break fast. Where there were even more food that I would love to have right now and not forgetting the gals there. haha. Finally when its Hari Raya day, gathering at aunts house and granpas house, eating the snacks prepared such as kuih makmur, kuih tart, choc chip cookie, kuih lapis and lots of others. The satay goreng, rendang, kari ayam and ketupats. It just makes my mouth water thinking bout all of it. Not forgetting asking for forgiveness and collecting Hari Raya "ang pow" which we call "collection". Man im gona miss it. Oh well guess thats just the sacrifice i have to make in exchange for studying here. Alright, Selamat Hari Raya to all my family members and friends and hope u all enjoy yourselves.

Dear Assignments....

2008-09-17T23:53:00.002+10:00

Would u please go on and do the research by yourself, compile it together and finally ask me write my assignment based on the information. Well thats what I hope assignments could do! Research is basically the one important stuff that everything else will follow on. And don`t get me started on references. These 2 would probably be the ones that kill me during an assignment as I have no problems writing and bull-shitting my way through. Suprisingly somehow, the crap that I had submitted in the past has paid great dividends. Well except for the time I did the management assignment and only got a 50% mark of which I had to work extremely hard for the exams.

Its amazing how I could always promise myself to start doing my assignments early on but in the end, I would just leave it to 2 weeks to go before the submission and make a mad dash to rescue myself. Oh well, i guess thats me. It will take time but I know it will happen eventually. Which brings me to say its already Week 9, 4 weeks to go, 2 marketing assignments left(4500 words more), 1 communications assignment(1000 words) and I`ll be headed for the exams. What follows after that is a 1 week break before I head back to Singapore! 21st Nov!

Brothers Profiles

2008-09-14T16:33:00.004+10:00

One thing that i always wanted to do was to make a list of all my Bros and a bit of information of how i met them, what i think of them and also their current occupations. The profiling will be done to Caleb`s way where the different Bros are assigned positions in the group. When Caleb read about this profiling of the 5 friends in a group, suprisingly each one of us fit a certain profile appropiately. So here goes...

Caleb Chay aka Knowledger (Chayz, Chaysome, Paradoxicalz)
Occupation : Army RP Dog Handler
DOB : 18 August 1987

I met Caleb way back in 2002 if im not wrong. It was during D&T class where i was put to sit next to him. A bit skeptical at first but the more we knew each other, the more common ground we found and as a result we became fast friends. We have this connection called our own Bluetooth where we would just look at each other and we would know what each other is thinking at that moment. Usually this happens when something of interest appear. Caleb is also acknowledge as the smart one(based on 'O' Level results and Poly), thus the nickname. Known to correct the Bros on everything from food to music. Caleb is my Best.Bro.

Pow Jun Tat aka Leader (Powie, Zac or simply Pow)
Occupation: Army Artillery Officer
DOB : 27 October 1987

I met Pow also in 2002 when i started to take an interest in BMX riding. He was the one who convince me to wana start riding so there i was hook on the spot with him almost every possible day that we could ride. Those days spent riding, eating instant noodles, riding again, riding to town, going to skatepark, riding back. Crazy times. We also got into breakdancing for a while together and also Parkour. He shares with me the love for extreme sports which explains the friendship we had. The de-facto leader of the group, his ability to change our plans in a snap always catches us off guard but we are always prepared for such randomness. Oddly enough, as the leader, he is the youngest of the group.

Neo Win Keng aka Listener (Keng, WK, Isaac)
Occupation: Student at SIC
DOB: 7 Feb 1987

Got to know Win Keng the same time as Pow. He is the one which always tags along but never participate. Used to ride BMX but stop. Finally join us in the action during Parkour days as he is known to randomly climb stuff and such. Fittest member of the group and also big eater. Win Keng and me spent much time just slacking and doin random stuff as a result of we being in the same boat where the rest would be in army and we were not. Spend countless hours watchin movies, snacking, eating with him until we were just tired we would crash. Since Win Keng is always free, he is the listener of the group. Always there to lend a ear to air ur grievances. Oldest but wise.

Brandon Phua Zhi Wen aka Joker (AH Phua, Brand, Scam King)
Occupation: SISPEC trainee
DOB: 25 Sep 1987

Brand and me go a long way back. We knew each other in primary school. PRPS. Although most of the time, i would see him in the VP`s office awaiting our punishment for the day. Once i remembered i accidentally stepped on his soccer boot during a match and the whole sole came off. Haha. In the group, Brand is the richest one, always ready to flaunt his cash or Mont Blanc wallet but we never had a chance to enjoy his wealth. As the joker, Brand makes jokes but is more than often the butt of all of jokes by the group. He`s the one who provide laughter and comical relief whenever he`s around. Also Brand is always subjected to constant ridicule due to his unfound statements and opinions.

Oh well that sums up the people i call Bros. My role in this group is what Caleb call "Party Animal". Not in actual sense but the definition is someone who make things happen in the group as well as organise and plan events. Well these are the guys that i am very proud to call Bros and after knowing them for so long, i would really hope there are many many more years to come of laughing, enjoying, slacking and pure nonsensical randomness. To my Bros i salute u all! An event i cant wait in the future is when all of us get married. That would be something of a highlight definitely. =)

Almost 3 years..

2008-09-14T02:37:00.002+10:00

Well finally ive decided to do something about my blog. Guess it has something to do with seeing Pow`s blog just now. What he said was true. A blog where i could remember my past and look back and see how ive changed over the years. Ive always wanted to do this, revamping the whole blog and really start blogging again. Seems these days ive been suffering a bit of insomnia with random thoughts and dwellings during sleeping time so what better way then to blog about it.

I would say my life has totally changed since the last post on 31st of Dec 2005. That was almost 3 years ago. These 3 yrs has been one of i would say life changing moments. I was kicked out of poly way back in April 2005 after spending a year totally wasting my time pursuing something that i had absolutely no interest in. What came after was my Enlistment into the Army. Fast forward pass BMT to SISPEC and finally Unit. In Unit i would say i suffered the most. What ive been through in that Unit really made me hate the system, the people, how everything was run.

A place where even as a commander, even a junior one, couldnt get the same amount of respect and credibility. But to say the least, I learned so much during my time there, invaluable lessons, opinions, views, outlook on everthing going on around me. It made me think more of the future, what i would do after all this was over. Also in there, i completed my personal goal of achieving the 3 badges that an infantry sergeant could get. The CSB, IPPT Gold and Marksman badge. Achieving this gave me pride in my work no matter what other people thought of me at that time. In fact, looking back to my Unit life, completing this goal was the highlights of my time there. After ORDing in Aug 2007, i never wanted to ever experience that feeling again and was glad it was finally OVER...

What followed next was my future. Education was priority No. 1. Got myself into the Diploma program at MIBT Melbourne. A place where im familiar after being there a few times for holidays. A great city nonetheless. Going overseas was difficult. Leaving a place where ive stayed all my life, and thrusting myself into a whole new environment really made me promise myself that i would never let this opportunity go to waste no matter what happens. It`s been great so far as im now in Deakin University in 2nd year majoring in Marketing and International Business. If u had asked me in sec school, i would never had dreamt of doing my degree, what more in Australia. I would say my parents are the one who had kept believing me and keep pushing me to keep on going. The support from them had always been amazing and ive always appreciated that.

With that, i want to close this post by saying to my 4 Bros out there, Caleb, Winkeng, Pow, Brandon, no matter where you guys are, ive always remembered and thought about u guys. We all have been together for years now and i hope it will continue no matter where we guys might go in our lives. Alright cut..................

END 2005

2005-12-31T19:42:00.000+11:00

Yes its been a long tym.. 2 months have pass since e last one.. today 31st of dec.. haha.. well reason im blogging is tat this year i must say have been an eventful n happenin year for me.. So much thing happened thruout this 12 months of 2005.. First n foremost got kick out of Poly.. Notin to be proud of.. Well jus not e course for me.. At least e experience of tertiary life was gained.. Next up, the Bros went to KL.. all 5 of us.. a trip tat was well planned n carried out.. had a great tym ther n all.. Power...

Soon after i got my dream of registering for car license.. Tat was june n at e same time `Registered` for NS.. Same month was my Bdae.. Ya happy tat im 18 finally.. fast forward thru all tat slackin, playing pool, PS2 n rottin at hm to my TP on 12sept.. Of coz i failed n went Langkawi immediately on e same nite.. lol.. sadness turn to joy... onli 3 made it ther.. sad for e rest as Langkawi was fully leisure n awesome fun.. drove ard n made merry... haha.. Not forgettin gettin caught by TP n fined onli! hahaha..

Sept ended soon enuf.. Oct 8: Enlistment Day... Reported for NS.. A choice that given a chance i wud nt make.. Went thru BMT like quite fast.. Had e break which i really needed n now im in SISPEC.. The School of Infantry Specialists.. If u guys don noe.. Ya so tats e summary of 2005.. A long year which i must say had e most thing tat happen to me... Really everything tat happened was totally unexpected.. One thing led to e other.. This 2005 will forever be etched in my memory.. Alright tats all den.. goodbye 2005 n Welcome 2006..

My Life.....

2005-10-31T20:39:00.000+11:00

Life has been kinda taxing on me.. Since entering NS, ive of coz became more fitter but seriously trainin is damn tough.. Wad we NSF do inside is really none compared.. NCC coundnt match this intensity.. Well of coz ther are slack times but standard trainin times really is demandin.. Im quite glad ive survived 3 weeks of BMT without reporting sick or fallin out.. Its sucha satisfication.. Lots of my platoon mates have fallen.. Excludin those who `keng`... Nevertheless i still love NS.. Chiong sua is good.. But nt overzealous lah.. lol.. We r pushed left, right, centre in ther n really it shows how much can u take.. Aniwae tis is jus e start.. Field Camp n Situational Test comin nxt week so tats really a big ting.. Lookin forward to it though.. haha.. Oh ya my pay is in too.. Feel good havin money of my own.. No more botherin my parents for it.. N Bros, i`ll treat u guys real soon.. So watch out for it.. Just as promise..

Hari Raya comin in 3 days.. Dont quite feel it.. I`ll be celebratin on e first day onli.. Bookin in same day at nite so quite borin lah... Just happy to at least get to celeb.. one more thing, ive not been riding for 3 weeks straight.. Coundnt get the urge to ride.. Maybe NS is e cause.. All e physical trainin have tired me i tink.. haha.. But i`ll stil ride.. Not currently but maybe later on.. So Pow, happy riding.. sorry cant join u.. but will be back.. Book out days are really impt. All e craving u have inside are fulfilled... Kinda like u noe pregnant womans who have cravings.. haha.. For me i have lotsa.. From chocs to nachos cheese to burger king n of coz absolutely no RICE! I hate it.. Every freakin day is RICE! Like my NS mates called it, Book Out time is Gainin Back Fats.. yeah! Ok a long post here.. Long time since e last good one so thanks for readin.. Enjoy Ur Life ppl!

NSF

2005-10-23T16:07:00.000+10:00

Im in National Service now so wont be here much.. Well I`ll try to update if i can... Ciaoz

Langkawi Trip

2005-09-22T00:00:00.000+10:00

Alrite ive been back since Sun, but just aint have e time to blog.. We cancelled KL coz since were at langkawi might as well enjoy it.. Ok below there are 3 accounts of e trip.. Caleb writin on Mon n Tues.. Pow handlin Wed.. While im on Thurs n Fri.. Take ur time... Pics at e end of post....

Mon n Tues: Calebs story.....

Alrite... Caleb here.. I'm sure most of u guys out there know Zac, Azfar and I went to Langkawi.. we had a hell of a fun time there and since theres so much to blog abt we decided to split the days up.. i'll be taking the first two days... Monday This was our initial plan: Go to JB's bus terminal, take a 10 hr bus ride to Penang, and finally catch a ferry to Langkawi island. Plain and simple. We met up and left singapore in the evening, hoping to catch a late bus to Penang so that we can sleep out the 10hrs. Luckily we reached Larkin (JB's bus station) at 10.30pm, just in time to catch the last bus. But we had some trouble sleeping cos we were all so excited abt to the days to come.... Tuesday By the time we reached Penang it was already daylight, it was definately a real sick 10hrs. However, our Inital plans on how to get to Langkawi were straight away messed up from the moment we reached Penang. The bus stopped a small bus terminal which was far away from the main station. We had to catch a cab to find a money changer, and then go to the ferry terminal. BUT when we reached the terminal, ALL the ferries to Langkawi had already left. We might have been stuck in Penang for one night. We went for breakfast and tried to come up with a plan. After the meal we approached a travel agency at the ferry terminal, to ask for help. Fortunately he was kind enough to give us a map, and told us how to get to Langkawi within the day.

So First, we went to another ferry terminal where we took a ferry to Buttersworth. Next, from Buttersworth we took a bus to Alor setar. There, we took a cab to Kualar Kedah. and FINALLY we took a ferry to Langkawi. It was freaking like bag-packers style, damn adventurous. AT Bloody Last we reached Langkawi by 3pm and quickly got our car that we rented for next 4 days. We headed straight to our "chalet", but within 30 mins of reaching Langkawi, we managed to offend a local. Azfar cut straight in to the lane of this van and the guy over took us back within a few seconds staring us like one kind. After buying the booze (Jack Daniels) and cigarettes from the duty free shop to last us over the next couple of days, we decided to take the car for a spin through town. But we got sorta lost and eventually ended up at a deserted car park, where Azfar tried teaching Zac and I and basics of driving. By 11pm we headed back to our chalet. Before we slept that night, we took a stroll down the beach where our chalet was located. we stumbled upon a beach pub which had a live reggae band playing. After enjoying the music for a little while, we went back to our chalet, where we retired for the night, cos we all had a long day and we wanted to wake up fresh the next day.....

Wed: Pow`s Story

Wednesday We woke up early and headed to a nearby small restaurant to have our breakfast , we had roti canai (roti prata) and soon there was passing showers , on and off and each time less then 20 secs . We then headed to pantai cenang beach that's right behind our resort . The tides were about a metre higher than us and rip curls before they hits the shore , we were hit by the tides one after another and can even feel the current even though we only had step in till knee height, i've to say we enjoyed it to the MAX .. that's one thing you can NEVER get in SG , not even sentosa .. Many times we were caught unaware of the tides that we were smack and got caught in it as if we were in a washing machine . The sun was great too , we had sun burnt ourselves in just less then 2 hrs .. We then drive our way to Pantai Pebble (Pebble Beach) where the shore and sea was clam , as we were driving up , we wind down our windows and off the radio to enjoy the nature's music and fresh air .

Temurun Waterfall was our next destination , we snapped a few photos and headed off for lunch knowing that we'll be back for a dip ! After lunch , we headed to Tanjung Rhu Beach but on our way there we encounter a road block , we got a 50 RM fine cause azfar didn't bring any identification , but hey ,we paid that for an experience of not having a license and driving around for 4 days ! lol .. We proceed on with our journey , Tanjung Rhu Beach is right behind Four Seasons Resort and in order to get there , we'll have to infiltrate the 5 star resort , the staff in there were friendly and smiled to us , i'll have to give them 3 thumbs up( if i had 3) !! lol .. unlike the local customer service .. we guys ought to learn from them ! After enjoying the evening breeze at the beach , we headed back to our resort to have dinner and prepared ourself for Clubbing at Ground Zero ! Ground Zero .. sound cool isn't it .. haha .. when we arrived there , we were all excited but as time pass by , it seems like we practically the only peeps around haha .. there were adults wearing slipper dancing , aunts and uncles .. totally weird .. the dj was spinning all kinds of genre , we played pool there to kill time and enjoy the music . The dance floor was so empty that me and azfar break dance on it .. haha .. We headed back to our resort with caleb feeling slight wasted , azfar and me were slight tipsy and guess what , azfar still drove us back !!! :S
Wed: Pows story.....

Thurs n Fri: ME....

Thurs we woke up to a bright start.. got lots to cover... had our usual breakfast infront of our resort.. my take on it? It rocks.. serves great local food.. awesome.. eat ther like all e way.. So convenient.. haha... Rite aft bfast, went to the beach.. Board shorts on, had a great time swimmin, soakin under e sun.. watchin bikini babes from aust n japan.. plus some others.. wonderful.. All got sunburns but heck its great.. Took lotsa pics tat are just worthwhile... Have a look at them.. tell me u aint jealous? hahaha.. Wash up n lunch to fill up lost calories while waitin for e shorts to dry.. U see next up was waterfalls so e car thing n all, yeah have to be dry... Well on the way, we kinda stop over at Air Hangat (Hot springs)... But since were burnt n waters like dead, skip it but took pics though.. Scenery was cool..

Arrived at Durian Perangin Waterfall soon after.. went all e way up n tell u wad, it aint dissapointin.. Waterfall was icy cold n just breathtakin clean air.. Soaked it all up freezing n shivering.. lol... Play stone throwin which is makin it bounce of the water.. NiCe! Plan for the day was to actually cover another waterfall by e name of Seven Wells... Made it ther just in time n took way cool pics tat it look fake.. haha.. By far e best waterfall of them all.. We look dwarfs compared to it.. Take a look.. Simply fabulous.. haha... Sadly aint no time for dippin.. sundown in a while..

Headed back for dinner n we had Seafood... Last nite n all so why not.. Stingray, Prawns, Squids were on e table includin fried rice n mee.. Tasteful food... Fullin dinner.. But hey were nt done for e nite.. 6 round of DaiDee with Jack Daniels Coke at every round, everyone was getin a little tipsy.. Sang so many songs too.. lol.. Wrappin it up, went to e live Reggae band toppin it up with beer plus dancin ard wit e ppl ther.. Caleb had to downed more JDs soon b4 we slept so tat was crazy.. Awesome Day throughout.. Best day of the trip!

Friday woke up feelin jaded.. Hey im driving them ard.. coudnt get up to join them for one last beach session.. i needed e rest coz of the drive later so wells... Lunch was bout 11am.. they got back n we finally had Tom Yam tat i was eyein since day 1.. totally spicy n e kick tat was expected... Final day pics were caught.. Felt sad leavin e resort.. I mean sort of just feelin attached to e place n then were leavin.. cant be helped.. Seven Wells was next.. Since yest we went to e waterfall, today we went to the wells tat led to e waterfall.. they are 2 same areas.. Had a dip ther.. Played ard wit the water.. got some jacuzzi thing ther too.. haha.. Slide e rocks also... Overall great wells though we cant seem to point where e wells were actually at.. haha.. Pack up coz of time constrains.. Went to our fave petrol station to change...

E journey to e ferry terminal was a relaxin one.. We all felt it was so fast endin.. I myself hated to be goin back.. haha.. Wen we finally reach ther, the guy in charged of the car was not ard.. nobody helped.. called him a few times n no respond.. We all felt it was a scam to KAP our RM50 deposit.. to make matters worst, the car was fined! dammit aint my fault.. e policemen wasnt helpin wen i explained my case.. maybe he too was involved.. In e end, Fuck everything n gave e key n lost e deposit.. I swear if i was so big size, i would have punch this fat muthafukin bastard right, left, centre.. he was like tokin fast n confusin stuf n hell i noe were gona get cheated n i cudnt to nitin bout it.. well fuk... we didnt wana missed e ferry n luckily made e 6pm ride..

Reachin the jetty we had another deposit to collect n hell with evryone flustered, we were ready to lose it too.. E counter for it was closed.. damn! lucky for us it got better.. this kind soul came n told us to go to tis counter n got our money back easily.. at first, all had reservations.. We even camed up with DTM ( Dont Trust Malaysians!) he set up our bus ride to Larkin n we were tinkin whether e fone call was fake.. then he brought us to e bus station wit a norm car n not a taxi so hell we were tinkin everyone, get ready to be robbed! Put money into our shoes n told Pow to get ready to fight! hahahaha... In the end, it went well for us.. He was a good guy.. We nearly cheated him of RM1 for e taxi fare... lol.. turns out thers some good in malaysians.. Well tats all for e langkawi trip.. e rest was in johor shoppin so aint impt stuff... Head ther if u guys can aite.. Its a wonderful place.. ok ciaoz....

Pics of the trips:
http://http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/powjuntat/album?.dir=/5af4&.src=ph&.tok=phvKjpDBWVwPjcyf

Reporting Sir!

2005-09-11T03:41:00.000+10:00

Well gues wad.. Im enlisting on 8 Oct, 8:30am, at BMTC Sch1... Yeah after months of waitin e letter finally arrived last friday for me to report.. All of a sudden my holiday is comin to an end... Slightly less than 1 month til i enlist n having mixed feeling bout it.. Good ting is im not wastin more time but e bad is definitely my teenage life will come to an end... The day when i ORD i wud have turned 20 n ya no more teen.. hahaha.. cant be helped.. aniwae e bros are leavin for langkawi/kl trip on monday... the same day as my driving test.. hopefully i passed so that i`ll leave for holiday feeling happy.. Im leavin my fate to god.. oh yes... this trip shall be a good one.. sadly maybe brand cant make it coz of some photo shoot thing.. ok den tats all.. have a nice day...

RIDE

2005-09-08T01:16:00.000+10:00

Dammit i wanna ride!

Tiring Day...

2005-09-01T03:09:00.000+10:00

Oh wells i went riding on tuesday nite.. hardcore full packed ride.. got back ard 2am.. damn tired though.. N not withstadin i had to wake up at 6.. freaked.. i went asleep at 3 n like a while later i was awaked.. damn.. Reason bein for e earlyness was pickin up my bro from e airport jus finished trainin in brunei.. N he bought liquor which im tastin now.. haha.. Absolut Vanilla N Sheridan`s coffe layerd liquor which is superb.. lol.. Teachers days after tat.. Felt a sense of dejavu walkin back to skool n all the atmoshpere.. wonderful.. tok to the teachers n all.. saw previous classmates lookin somewhat different and older.. As they say, memories lingers on after all those years.. Soon all was over, headed back home for a well deserved sleep.. haha.. Dinner was pizza ordered from 241.. nice as ever.. eatin it now for supper i gues.. ended the day wit ridin which was satisfyin.. alrite, today was an eventful n nice day..

The Love Of Riding..

2005-08-26T18:00:00.000+10:00

Oh yeah u read it rite.. Riding has given me a satisfaction each time that i really cant explain.. I dono when i`ll stop n i wonder how far can i really go.. Till then i`ll just jeep riding.. These days trails has been e main focus sort of.. Got it up n running wit Pow n Caleb.. Totally love jumpin it.. Cant wait to expand it though.. Hopefully will learn lotsa tricks on it.. Yeah.. Driving wise, TP comin really soon.. Bout 16 days to go.. Pretty scared but confident at e same time.. Had a mock test just now.. Got 14pts.. Not one of my nice driving days.. Although passed but have some reservations.. My circuit was awesome.. Road abit prob.. haha.. Alrite.. Outz...

O BAR...

2005-08-22T22:20:00.000+10:00

I just have to say Caleb`s Birthday Bash ROCKS!!! Wohoo!! Dance N drank to our joyful content.. Great tym.. =)

Activities...

2005-08-16T01:34:00.000+10:00

Just a short post here.. notin much been happenin these few days.. Went trail ridin the other day.. Must say that pow n i are satisfied tat we finally cleared it.. haha.. Tricks will come soon enuf.. Well Caleb`s bdae is on thurs n we`ll be celebratin this saturday clubbin so anxiously waitin for it to happen.. For me cant wait to get e license.. been ages since e last prac so lets just see huh.. Gona go napfa this wed again.. lol.. rest assured gona aced it.. hahaha.. Alrite.. Till den.. byes...

Frustated!!!

2005-08-10T12:02:00.000+10:00

Super fucked up man.. Went napfa test just now.. guess wad.. u guys wont believe this.. I failed Sit-Ups.. hahaha.. lol.. N noe why? Coz e stupid PTI dowan give face.. I swear i did 40 plus.. But he keep cuttin back.. no count, no count.. In e end got 26 wen he cut like 15 or more.. basket S.O.B.. wasted my stupid bloody time.. e rest was ok.. standing broad at 255cm(an improvement), sit n reach at 44cm( oklah), pull up at 7(haha, slack), shuttle 9.6s( slack also).. Lastly i decided nt to do e 2.4km.. stupid PTI! Fuck U! now gona go there again.. Hah! shit! nvm take it as a warm up.. Ok well yest was National Day! 40th! wow.. but i watch parade onli.. e rest like same shit so well waste tym.. aniwae yest Moto GP 4 wit my cuz.. completed 125cc n 250cc.. cool game.. awesome.. today wil start Moto Gp wit e big boys in 700cc bikes.. alrite.. time to play.. ciao!

Borin borin Pasir ris...

2005-08-09T00:42:00.000+10:00

haha.. well thats e truth.. since pow, caleb n brand are so busy wit projects n assignments these days, hardly have time to like hang out go somewhere.. so for me been goin batok past 2 weeks for enjoyment wit my cuzins.. what not, clubbin, eatin, slackin, shoppin n even ghost huntin.. hahaha.. well tats wat i call fun.. E main thing is my cuz got license n car so can go all e places.. Clubbin at DBL O, makan @ spice or newton, shop for food at Mustafa ctr.. love it.. lol.. aniwae yest went changi to eat wit e bros n dasao.. excludin brand.. Wk ate gd food, we slack n hang out.. long time man.. So well i have Napfa test on wed morning.. dono can make gold or not.. maybe if i ooze out all my strength den i`ll get it.. Inspiration is my dad promised monetary rewards shud i get gold so gona do it i gues.. haha.. Guess im enjoyin all e time i have left.. Cant wait to drive either.. 3 more lessons end of tis month n TP in sept so happy waitin for me.. Aite guys.. outz....

The Past Few Days...

2005-08-01T19:52:00.000+10:00

well well, had a great time this last week sort of.. went to lots of places.. on wed went to visit my young cousin in hospital for an operation.. he look sick.. sad for him.. well mum n e rest gave him toys n stuff so he shud be happy.. On tat nite too, my cuz aisyah was ther.. she passed her driving license so ask me out n to stay at her house since i was practically free! hahaha.. ok so tat nite we decided to go China Black.. The sad part was it was fully packed.. About 1plus am n so many ppl were stil queing.. Mainly bcoz it was open till six on tat day.. well skip it.. went driving ard.. Past geylang an all those pros. , ahahah.. had supper soon after at this makan place which had great roti johns.. woo.. nice!

Oh well, thurs was much better.. i watched TV all e way till nite.. Coz they had cable vision n i was happy to watch all e good shows.. Soon after ard 11, i went out to meet them at town.. Plan was to head for DBL O.. So met them n the ting was i wasnt stop.. Sauntered in like i was 20plus yrs wen actually just 18 yrs of age.. Nvm tat, had a great time inside.. the gals n e atmosphere, definitely a club to go.. Finish e nite wit supper n headed home.. Fri was pretty borin.. wen town for some walk2 n eat n stuff.. den drived ard.. to changi for supper n she sent me home..

For sat... It was amazing.. finally a ridin nite.. had lots of fun.. pulled of tricks i wanted to do.. Like tat wallride at parkway.. Awesome! sadly cud nt get e clarke quay wall but i`ll be back for tat.. Total cycling dist. i cud swear was lots of klicks.. damn.. from parkway to town n back.. Legs were screaming to stop.. Aniwae Raffles Mrt was laughter courtesy of Edric tis time round.. E usual unsuccessfully goin hm by train.. Ok im done.. prety long post so take ur tym.. ciao..

Slackin Period..

2005-07-26T02:31:00.000+10:00

Had a slackin session at central wit all bros present discussin about e future.. haha.. studies of coz.. Me n Wk are certainly servin e government.. While Pow n Caleb are quite hardworkin, e one is question is obviously Brand.. haha.. Well i gues for him we encourage to get his priorities right.. So many tings he want to do... Where got time.. Unlike me wher i have all e time to wonder about wad to do.. lol.. These days like they said, i wake up pondering wad i shall do today.. Sadly too much time so wad else but do wait for watever holds for me on any day.. Good news was finally got my bike set up again! wohoo! Riding days have come again.. Cool! Hope to hit e trails these few days for some session.. haha.. Alone of coz! Ok well nxt tym den..

Gran Turismo 4...

2005-07-20T01:22:00.000+10:00

Ok well long time since blog.. GT4 is awesome... havin played GT3 i was lookin forward to cool stuff n it delivered.. Long n tirin process of playin e game.. The cars were good n e races didnt dissapoint.. thers so much to do.. Played like 10hrs yest from noon till 10pm.. hahaha... orite a bit downer is e rain.. sadly no trail ridin or shapin up these few days.. was hopin to get some flyin action yest but of coz e rain spoiled it.. Today too no chance.. Woke up to cloudy sky n decided it was best to cont GT4.. lol.. Well just lookin forward to tmr i gues.. Have driving in e morning plus pool at parkway after tat wit selina, caleb includin edric n xinyue i tink.. Finally somtin to do.. Thurs is good too.. Auto car lesson so just gotta flow tis 2 days.. Alrite gues it ends here.. Ciaoz...

Trail Diggin...

2005-07-13T02:33:00.000+10:00

Since Team Freewill is so hardcore, on monday right after the tonning session at east coast playin pool n word games, me, caleb n pow proceeded to kap this shovel at e plant plot owned by siglap sec.. lol.. immediately den, we headed to this grass area near my home tat has been spotted as a possible site for a bike trail.. Aiming for 6 jumps at e end of it all.. With sweatin bodies, we toiled ard dig soil up.. Sun was like blaring n remember, we had no sleep yet.. hahaha.. Hardcore ppl.. Manage a small launcher tat proved ok.. More work to be done of coz.. Tmr another day n 1 new shovel directed `borrowed` from construction site... LOL.. Ok pics will come soon maybe.. check pows blog.. Driving update: On e home run.. Circuit left.. 3pracs n 1 auto lessson.. TP test on 12 sept 4:30pm.. wish me Luck! ok byez...

Future Life..

2005-07-08T02:25:00.000+10:00

These days ive been contemplating signing on for the police force.. no doubt the benifits are good but do i really wana do it.. also look out for army sign on n both were impresive.. the pay n all.. aniwae im just 18 so they require 5 years minimum term of engagement includin NS peroid.. I mean its not such a bad idea.. consideron i`ll be studyin private when i come out of NS.. it still can be e same.. i cud study part-time while earnin bucks workin for e civil service.. n once e MTE ends, i cud quit n shud have my dip. n cud further my studies..

By then i`ll be onli 23.. with money in bank, i cud concentrate on studyin full time for a degree.. Considerin my dream is to start a business on my own, it cud really come true once everything goes into place.. i don see myself sloggin it out under ppl.. at e most i cud complete my degree n join back e police force as a senior officer.. wont tat be ok.. good money n benifits.. n den i cud get married.. hahaha.. jk.. ok wells just gona ponder on it with all e free time i have.. Driving Update: FTT passed.. super easy.. 5mins n out i go.. Now left wit pracs n soon license will be mine.. wohoo! alrite till later..

Amazing Wrestling PPV

2005-07-05T05:00:00.000+10:00

Jus finish watchin ECW`s One Night Stand PPV n i got to say its one of the memorable PPV tat ive watch on wrestling.. I mean e tables, chair, ladders, trash can n even a cheese grater.. Dammit.. amazing.. bloodshed n beer flowing everywhere.. Tauntin e WWE ppl.. WoW!

Revolvin life...

2005-07-04T01:51:00.000+10:00

Life now revolves on driving.. No lessons i rot n got lessons i go.. pretty borin i gues.. notin really matters these days.. joined my bros for studyin session at BK jus now.. its seem i was reminded of e old days where i was studyin wit them.. term test starts for them tmr n ther i basically scratch my S2000 keychain raw.. lol.. productive not! haha.. doesnt matter.. studyin theory driving is easy so well.. i seriously need to do somtin better n producive.. like riding! haha.. how i wish i had my bike wit me.. my skills wud definitely rise up to e occasion.. sadly no bike, no ride.. An update on driving: 6 pracs, 13 lessons.. 17 more to go.. i tink i can do it.. wish me luck.. Wen the hell is NS comin.. ive been waitin n waitin n tat august 22nd date seem so far away.. its medical onli so gues got to wait.. Been havin good food lately.. Seafood yest at long beach, east coast.. N Pasta fresca today at airport.. thanks e parents.. haha.. alrite im out..

Driving Round N Round...

2005-06-29T18:06:00.000+10:00

Well well well, driving has been fun so far.. Ive now gone for 4 pracs n completed 10 lessons.. everythings been pretty smooth flowing.. have 20 lessons to go.. hopefully it can pass quickly.. Sort of ok wit the clutch n accelerator control.. braking too have improved.. i guess im quite oklah.. no complains from instructor.. currently waitin for FTT on e 6th of july.. jus went for e-trial test n gues wad, scored 90,92,92,96,98.. i tink e same for the basic score.. haha.. good lah pass all.. I dont think FTT is goin to be hard.. kinda confident on it.. after tmr gona wait like 1 month fer nxt prac.. very slow coz of the lessons bein fully booked.. cant be help ther.. ok tats e update on driving.. other than driving ive not been doin much.. slackin here n ther.. no major events.. initial D last week was awesome.. live up to my expectations too.. i gues tats all.. all i do these days is wait for lessons.. haha.. PS2 is pretty dead.. no games no fun.. alrite outta here..

First ever Car Practical...

2005-06-23T22:25:00.000+10:00

It was very hot there as i waited for my car.. not helpin was tat im waitin in e wrong place.. I corrected tat prob by askin cust serv wher my car was.. haha.. such a laughter.. cant be blame, my first tym after all.. frm ther everytin proceeded very smooth very fast.. instructor questioned my knowledge on e cars controls n stuff n he said we cud jus skip all e non impt. things.. good thing was we finished learning all e stuff he taught me in 40mins.. from getin e 'biting' point to acceleration to making e car float wit correct biting pt n acc, it all proceeded into my brain effortlessly.. he said i was a fast learner.. tat was good of coz.. oh ya so i had 1hr to drive ard e circuit.. Normally by 1st lesson u wont be driving round it like he said but as i was quite ok, he relented.. at first had reservations by turning on e hazard light but soon i was doin super fine.. steering wheel control was good.. at one pt while i was turnin i turned nicely wit one hand n instructor was like i noe u can but don show lah, put 2 hands.. hahaha.. overall it was fun.. my car stalled maybe twice n i also did exceed e speed limit.. lol.. this instructor was good.. hell lot of fun today.. more for tmr i guess n BTT too.. wohoo.. love driving.. as a bonus i got to try e 'S' course n i did it witout strikin or mountin e kerb.. Instructor said not bad.. Yeah.. 4 lessons down, 26 more to go..

Bad Bad Day...

2005-06-22T01:58:00.000+10:00

oh wells got sick yest from like i dono wad.. actually i was ok headin to CDC for my e-trial test which i scored well.. passed all 5 test papers wit results at 90, 92, 92, 96, 98.. nvr felt this smart since damn long.. lol.. aniwae after tat played pool wit caleb n selina n from then on e sickness camed.. think i had flu coz of e fever n headaches n stuff.. well headed back n had a nap.. woke up n check my temp. n it was 38.5C.. quite high so took med.. it still didnt came down a few hrs later... slept thru morning n fever was at its high.. a hot 39C... haha.. i was like damn! wen will i be ok.. thankfully mum was helpful.. cook me bfast today n ate panadol n antiboitics she gave me.. i slept soon after n woke up feelin ok.. fever was down too so thank goodness im quite alright.. good news for me today was tat practical lessons were available.. check website in e aftn n a few slots previously unavailble were free.. haha.. Nicely booked five pracs lessons for this thurs n fri n also for nxt week.. so happy tat finally can start on prac.. ok den i guess tats all.. friday wk will be back so lets see wad plans we have.. alrite ciaoz...

A blog Entry

2005-06-16T00:35:00.000+10:00

Hmm jus felt like blogging today.. notin much been happenin for me.. esp. waitin for e BTT test comin nxt week friday which is damn long.. efforts to book for prac was futile.. most lessons were fully booked.. thers like onli 2 lessons available nxt week.. i was ther tinkin of takin 5 lessons a week.. dissapointed.. wants to finish stage 1 circuit fast but its not happenin.. jus have to wait i gues.. Regardin hobbies, all i do now is sit infront of com n surf n surf.. thers really notin to do.. i very much want to ride but well, bike under construction.. wont be back pretty soon.. PS2 is also becomin a bore as a lack of new games so *sighs*.. alrite tats for now..

Sending off n Driving License..

2005-06-11T03:51:00.000+10:00

well this morning send off winkeng to tekong for NS enlistment.. its pretty sad that he has went in.. wont be seeing him much.. all of us bros are gona miss him.. caleb n me went to tekong with him while pow n brand had skool so they send him at busstop.. i had mix feelins goin into tekong again coz previously my bro went in.. the thing was e nxt tym to tekong will be my turn.. frankly i cant wait.. how i wished it was me goin in.. seein e video n oath taking all n bein so near to BMTC skool, e inside of me jus kept callin faster ah, cant wait.. hahaha.. aniwae has a meal wit wk n 1 last hong session in e smoking area.. hopefully his hong supply cud last.. lol.. 2 packs for 2 weeks? i dont tink so.. haha.. den a while later we said goodbye n my mind was sayin ure next syah! haha.. oh well, currently pursuin my driving license.. after years of waitin i finally registered.. BTT comin on 24th which is damn slow.. tinkin of finishin stage 1 Circuit first den wait for PDL to cont on.. ive promised myself tat i`ll try to pass first time.. Confidence is e key here so i really hope all goes well.. n good ting now is no more tutorial lessons at CDC.. cool! all home learnin.. ok i gues tats all den.. to wk: all e best n strive hard.. haha..

Happy 18th Birthday!

2005-06-04T18:16:00.000+10:00

haha.. yeah finally turned 18 on this very day.. the wait has been worthwhile.. has a really great nite wit my bros n frens.. thanks alot guys for comin.. N e prezzie too.. wow.. branded stuff ther.. love it.. ok outz..

It`s MY Week!

2005-06-02T00:32:00.000+10:00

alrite in 2 days im gona be finally 18! yeah! been waiting so long for it.. patiently too.. well wit 18 comes responsibilites.. haha.. tats a joke.. finally i`ll be able to smoke freely, drink to my hearts content n buy them, go clubbing without a fear of nt getin in, go for M18 movies n finally my fav: Able to get my Driving License.. hahaha.. damn im so happy the time has come so few days til my birthday.. Of coz on friday wil be havin a dinner/clubbing nite celebration wit my close bros .. cheers to tat.. hopefully on saturday too i`ll be havin one courtesy of my cuzins.. so really cant wait.. N news of enlistment to NS is tat im probably goin in Sept. as my medical is in august n e intake shows Sept. so tats good except its kinda 3 more months.. N efforts to get a job has yield no returns.. im nt tryin hard enuf i gues.. aniwae tats all.. 18th Birthday here i come!!! WoHoo!

A long Holiday...

2005-05-26T02:25:00.000+10:00

Well for those of u tat haven noticed, yes im out of poly.. i failed my supps exams sort of purposely as once i sat for e 1st paper, i knew i was gona fail so i did not go for e rest.. Suprised? u shud not be... i mus say however tat I.T. wasnt my interest in e first place.. i thought since im in it i might as well work hard.. an as it turned out, well e rest is history.. i couldnt understand e subjects, i didnt try hard enuf, i was basically wat u call slack.. too bad fer tat.. i gues summing it up, it was an experience being in poly.. e frens, atmosphere, e food n all else.. sadly i didnt make it.. Now wats basically watin for me is my NS letter.. tats wat im lookin forward too.. i noe e Army has oppurtunities n im gona take it.. plans to go for private dip. was futile.. my bdae was coming n if i did not get a course b4 my bdae den thers no defferment.. an most courses start in july so private was out.. Currently trainin myself up for NS.. Even days jogging n exercises hopin to get myself in shape.. Tell u e truth i cant wait for NS.. Goin full ahead on it.. N gues wad, tat means me n wk are goin to serve e govt. while pow, caleb n brand r stil in poly.. Sadded tat 2 bros are down.. Hopefully e rest cont. on... I gues i brought it upon myself n tats wad i actually did so no regrets bout tat.. Seriously after NS im goin back to studies so hopefully all goes well.. Ok outz.. thanks for readin...

The Blog

2005-05-16T19:08:00.000+10:00

seems like i really have notin to blog about.. recently i dismantled my bike.. e reason was tat im takin a break from it.. my bike is actually in worst condition so tats why.. frame crack n all.. these holidays have been quite borin.. a few activities here n ther n mostly just rottin at home.. super bored.. i guess tat makes it.. thinkin of closing down the blog too since thers no news.. been pretty lazy these weeks.. well watch this space.. ciaoz..

Damn Lazy..

2005-05-03T01:49:00.000+10:00

well its e holiday period so i gues tis place has been less visited.. lol.. been busy running ard doin tings.. haha.. not really actually.. evryday is a drag.. wen thers notin to do it really is very borin.. yep.. tats life.. notin much been happenin so tats why lack of updates.. i seriously have notin to blog about so well out..

An update..

2005-04-21T03:15:00.000+10:00

ok i noe, i noe.. been a long tym huh.. i gues pretty much tis holiday is soo boring its getin to my nerves.. precisely tat reason is why thers no blog updates.. haha.. well it seems thers nt much to look forward too.. efforts to find a job turned futile.. notin much happen lately aniwae.. for today, 9 of us went for badminton session at tamp sports complex.. ther was me,caleb,brand,wk,chee san,thomas,ka ho, victor n ray.. quite good session.. been ages since e racquet was swung.. sweat it out alot too.. 2hrs of jumping n smashing.. pretty good workout.. rounding it off, all of us went to play CS at pavilion.. tat is also an activity tats been dormant for like so loong.. well i pretty much suck at it.. jus an average player.. quite a fun tym knifing ppl during knife fights.. lol.. other than tat, overnight ride at town will be happenin on friday.. tats somtin tat wil hopefully be fun.. yesh.. alrite let me end here so ciaoz..

E bez KL trip Ever!

2005-04-14T01:00:00.000+10:00

alright im finally back.. not really actually.. Back like 3 days ago.. haha
.. so had my rest n everyting so time to blog yeah.. hmm i guess i`ll tell day by day n after it all ther is a link to a pics album slideshow so check it out if u want.. e whole story wil relate nicely.. so have it in another window fer reference.. haha.. ok here goes..

DAY 1:
It was amazing! haha.. not really.. jus kiddin.. so went Larkin,JB, to get e tickets.. total was 100RM fer e tixs.. relatively cheap.. super VIP seats.. damn nice n comfy.. while slackin at mac waitin fer e bus, we got our ciggies, snacks n drinks fer e bus ride.. happily doin O`s, blow bubble wit gum, eatin lar.. haha.. so den time fer bus ride.. boarded it n get to respectives seats.. in e end instead of sleeping, all lied to thmeselves tinkin they were asleep but not.. lol.. i n caleb chatted halfway thru.. we finally reached Puduraya,KL, at 0330 which was damn early.. e bus really chong all e way.. keepin in mind it left at 2345 or 0000.. hahaha..so plans were to slack til 7 but we ate n fag.. Wk had to nicely fall on a broken leg chair n as caleb laugh hardly, his chair broke too so like all was in a euphoria of laughter.. hahaha.. den we taxi our way to find hotel..got ripped nicely 15RM fer e ride.. e 1st hotel was ex n cant allow 5 ppl.. went ard bukit bintang area n check e hotels ther since we were gona shop ard here.. finally settled on Seasons View hotel.. 100RM per nite.. 5 ppl.. 1 queen 1 single.. joined them.. so enuf space fer everyone..

all chong bath.. wk,pow n bran bath together.. me n caleb decided against it as we treasured our privacy.. hahaha.. den mine turn.. bath nicely til they decide to open e door.. they didnt but i was angry they did try.. so went out, AP a bit.. scold here n ther.. wk also not happy.. throw ashtray near me.. both like fuk.. i proceeded to laugh after tat.. wk was stil cold.. haha.. so lyk tat ah.. he apologise later.. so everytin fine.. all wanted to sleep wake up later fer shop.. thru it all we didnt.. started moshing 1 by 1.. all kena.. den brand affected by stupid flu.. pow n caleb also in.. me n wk ok.. sneezing began.. most suffered.. it suxs.. so ard aftn all got ready... ate hainan chicken rice which was ok although i recommended it.. standard has drop.. den Berjaya Times Square was up.. My haircut was done .. den so lame of brand n wk to chong haircut wen firstly i said whether anione wanted to join me.. lol.. movie was next up.. house of fury! nice show.. good kongfu n story.. kinda remind me of brand father.. haha.. e dad in e show.. lol.. ok headed LJS fer dinner.. chicken again so quite bland.. efforts to locate a photoshop for my fake ID was futile as all had closed.. so plan fer tat was tmr.. bought some snacks at 7-11 n into hotel agian we go.. actually supose to sleep but me caleb n wk played daidee n blackjack all e way til 2 wher we went fer supper.. den slept after tat.. slept soundly.. good sleep..

DAY 2:

Woke up dono wen.. plan was to head KLCC.. actua got my passport photo done n laminated it wit e card fer fake ID.. good job.. all was ready to club.. had a long walk to KLCC.. took pics n generally walk ard ther.. didn’t shop but got to slack at A&W.. enjoyed waffles n root beer.. cool time to chill out.. did I mention we went bowling.. jus me,bran n caleb coz pow n wk wasn’t interested.. quite ok e game.. haha.. next up went to dinner.. followed by returnin to hotel to get ready fer clubbing.. everyone showered up n was ready ard 11.. took LRT to clubbing scene.. decided on NUOVO which ive been b4.. all got thru easily wit e IDs.. haha.. not much of prob n I wondered my money was wasted takin e photo.. lol.. but nvm.. enjoyed e scene ther.. playin R&B, hip-hop.. nice tym.. however e house theme below was pretty stale.. nobody ther at all so well.. evryting ended round 3 plus.. den took a taxi back accompanied by supper n u cud tell we were tired by den n slept soundly tis tym.. haha.. oh ya, I also strain my calf muscle dancing.. u wud ask like wat e Fuk? Haha.. but yep I did.. did lotsa footwork n sort of push myself too much.. hahaha..

DAY 3:

Day 3 was shopping day fer all.. went bukit bintang plaza fer tat.. all got wat they wanted.. maybe but not all.. I wasn’t satisfied wit shopping.. couldn’t find nice clothes so jus got a belt, 2 boxers n a board shorts.. Plus a shirt too..
pretty little I guess.. notin else cud prevent us frm enjoyin our last nyt ther.. by 1030pm all was out of hotel.. plan was fer steak.. my mistake tis tym coz I thought it was goin fer cheap but ahem.. haha.. ok well, wen nextdoor to tis sort of restaurant u cud say.. jus see e pics.. all I say here wil relate.. haha.. good food.. didn’t get to enjoy e super scrumptuos desert we were all aiming at e menu coz e place close at 1130pm.. so fuk.. haha.. walk awhile n again LRT to clubbing scene.. its call Jalan P. Ramlee fer yer reference shud u go ther.. yeah.. so tis tym ATMOSPHERE was e place to go.. since we had R&B yest, all wanted house or techno.. n we got it.. super nice big place they had.. nice atmosphere as
e name suggests.. so well get this, we opened bottle.. haha.. yeah! 330RM fer Hennessy Pure White n mixers.. n entrance covered so damn good deal.. tats like $30 sing.. u can nvr open bottle in SG wit tat money.. soo had a damn fun tym.. dancing, drinking, smoking, yattering.. hahaha.. yeah.. bez clubbing tym ever.. if tat was not enuf, we each had Tequila Pop too.. so yah, great tym.. pics taken too so check it out kaes.. overall all got tipsy to an extent.. not too bad lah.. jus light one.. lol.. headed back after tat… supper again.. plus tis tym we had Beef bak kwa.. haha.. bought it b4 club.. enjoyed every piece of it.. I was lyk faster askin all to bath so we cud devour e pieces of meat.. haha.. damn really great nite..

DAY4:

I got to say my bros busted me tis tym.. nicely left me sleeping while they enjoyed breakfast at hotel.. they did try wake me up though but I was far away in dreamland.. lol.. so nvm, not one to bear grudges me.. everyone was kinda sad it was e last day.. so by 12, we checked out.. headed to Puduraya to get out tixs back.. I`ll get back to tat.. had Kenny Rogers fer lunch.. nice final meal.. we practically slacked all e way ther til 3plus coz our bus was at 4.. e tixs was a cheater.. 25RM each n e seats were like fuk.. super uncomfy.. I blamed Caleb fer tis as he set too high a standard fer us wit Konsortium wher it was first class.. haha.. n we also waited patiently fer e bus to crawl to e platform nicely at 445 I tink.. so damn fuk up.. all was lyk felin crap n dizzy.. haha.. played childish games waitin fer it.. Heck Wk refused to say a word.. haha.. tats how bad we waited.. wen finally we boarded it, e aircon was welcoming.. in lyk 15mins I was gone.. slept all e way til I woke up seeing night.. haha.. onli Pow didn’t sleep.. quite strange since e others were dreaming.. hah.. aniwae reach Larkin at 9 I tink.. I n Brand treated e other to Macs Tempura Chicken wit all e money left.. enjoyed tat on 170 back to causeway.. cleared it kinda fast considerin it’s a Sunday.. on homeland after all.. some smuggled e usual ciggies while caleb did bring in games .by den all was really tired.. managed a trip to kopitiam West plaza fer a drink.. took final pics n most were sad e trip had ended lyk so fast.. hopefully we`ll go ther again bros..

Finale:
I would rate tis trip one of e bez ever I went since my close buds were ther throughout e trip.. we spent 102 quality hrs during e whole trip.. I mean not always u can go KL wit ur frens so I guest is has been a fulfilling trip.. I so glad it happen n sometym we`ll be back again.. alrite I end here.. thanks fer reading e Whole lot of it.. n do see e pics n don be jealous ya.. haha.. =)

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RED turned GREEN..

2005-04-06T03:37:00.000+10:00

alright after sooo long waitin for e green light, it finally is green after all.. haha.. to those of u who doesnt noe, it means i can finally go on e trip to KL wit my bros.. yes! lol.. my dad been giving mix signals as of late so finally today jus 1 day b4 leaving, i can go.. hahaha.. well my bros been waiting anxiously fer e answer.. sort of lyk im e onli 1 left not really confirmed, but aniwaes all is done.. so im happy bout it.. All 5 of us, Me, Pow, WK, Caleb n Brandon will jolly well have a hella of a tym ther so ya, cant wait.. departing tmr ard 8pm.. taking midnite bus followed by check in if we r lucky.. yeah.. so i gues e trip will be filled wit nonsensical but crazy fun so hahahaha... F.Y.I it wil be a 4 days 3 nite sort of.. frm thurdays ther til sunday morning come back.. gues i wont be blogging so watch out fer e aftermath of e trip on sunday nite if we didnt extend e trip.. lol.. n pictures too so stay tuned.. ok outz..

Friday Nite

2005-04-02T03:45:00.000+10:00

wassup.. today is friday.. woke up at 12 thanks to caleb disturbin my sleep.. met him fer lunch at CU.. well e bros went queensway to buy stuff.. i didnt joined as cashflow was low n e trip ther wil be long so stayed at home.. gmaing all e way.. goin to conquest 100% in San Andreas.. pretty tough.. hopefully as goes well.. haha.. aniwae nitetime was wad im lookin ferward to.. as usual riding was up.. fix up my gyro hoping to learn barspins, didnt got it though.. lol.. dialled my 180 perfectly.. yeah.. finally its back up.. had a damn good session.. pretty psyched on it.. all e tricks n stuff pulled of today was great.. super cool.. yep.. finally ended ard 1145.. headed home.. thomas treated me n caleb to sandwiches frm 4 seasons.. deliciously nice.. thanks man.. so i gues tats all.. no chattin tonite coz suprisingly msn is down.. well im outta here.. ciaoz..

A Slackin Tuesday..

2005-03-30T03:02:00.000+10:00

ok well today got off to a flying start.. haha.. is playing pool a flyin start??? i doubt so but nvm.. so ther we go.. had pretty average games.. win some n lose some.. sort of improvin too so tats good.. onli me, pow, caleb n bran played as Wk was as usual in his dreams.. tis holidays looks quite promising.. haha.. except fer e inevitable truth.. hmm.. followin on, slack at mac frm ther.. Wk joined us.. went hm therafter.. riding was next at 7 plus.. cruise along town park.. played banks courtesy of zam kept boards of wood.. cool time.. sweatin profusely too.. proceed to drinks.. headed fer street.. bruise from a 180 dwn.. haha.. relearnin it lah.. finishin up wit park steps.. n finally relearn bunny hop 180.. yeah! so tat was great.. damn glad its back to me.. so i gues tat rounds up my dae.. tat means post ended.. hahaha..

Riding on a Saturday..

2005-03-27T03:29:00.000+10:00

today is well saturday of coz.. n all e bros excludin brand as usual was ready fer riding.. it however did rain in e aftn.. ard 3 plus.. so me n pow was already at my hse to chiong game.. hahaha.. tat did some time pasting waitin fer rain to end.. pow generously helped me play some races in NSF2... cool.. few more races to go left.. gaming didnt matter much as all we hope for was ridin.. today debuted e Freewill shirt.. yeah.. all wore them.. look awesome.. unity my bros.. unity.. hahaha.. n summing up riding.... it was superb.. nvr felt so good playin my bike.. it didnt fail me today.. thanks pow fer helpin.. yep.. appreciated although i didnt follow u go repair... sorry fer tat.. everytin today was fun.. attempted all e tings i wana do n after soo long, i felt refresh wit my bike riding n goin Full Street! hahahaha.. tats all i hv to say.. bez riding day.. alright tis ends here.. gotta go.. so outz!

Hello Exams?

2005-03-23T03:24:00.000+11:00

today i went skool fer IISO paper.. so to say it was ok but i was lyin to maself.. although i did all e q`s, is e answer really right.. i dono.. frankly im done for.. my future is bleak.. tmr i hav DCNK.. didnt study 1 bit at all.. nvr went fer lecs.. nvr opened my book.. wats becomin of me.. tat ans i donno.. aniwae.. notin happened today.. so notin to write means e post ends here.. hahaha.. laterz..

Sunday report...

2005-03-21T04:01:00.000+11:00

ok im back.. had a fun-filled 3 days at e chalet.. it was happenin.. e food, ambience, fun, enjoyment, all was ther.. hahaha.. startin frm friday nite.. as mentioned had meat products bbq.. we had satay, lamb chops, chicken wings plus other good stuf lyk lasagne, salads, mashed potato, corns n so much more.. also e desert was gd.. bro made choc brownie tat was awesome.. also had ice jelly n stuff.. overall cool first day.. e nite was spent too on a movie marathon.. watch kungfu hustle followed by white chicks n endin wit hitch.. cool all 3 movies although watch white chicks lyk numerous times.. ahah.. tats all.. went central to slack wit wk fer supper n hm den to sleep..

Sat i had parkour at SP ard 1.. quite borin session.. coz mainly of e ppl ther.. alot of u noe so called burners.. we 3 werent interested n went back at 230 coz wk had plans.. me n pow den headed for beach rd to collect those t-shirts i made.. they were cool.. proceedin.. went hm, pass shirts to bro n slept awhile coz tired.. went ther later n seafood bbq was smellin gd.. everytin was superb.. frm crayfish to prawns to squids to scallops, it was nice.. all those flavourings we have so all tings tasted gd.. so jus slack til nite.. had scrable which i lost(most little points) hahahah.. kinda always jammed wen tinkin.. lol.. soon i went out wit my gal cuz(fidah) for some drinks by e waterbreaker.. haha.. we had notin to do.. bro was supposed to join but he was attacked by ZZzz monster too early.. so we both jus chill n tok stuff.. haha.. we tok sense too.. tat was e ting.. hehe.. headed back by 2 n i too fell asleep..

wakin up on sunday too e bustling activity of e parents yaddering.. haha.. it was 0900hrs, e earliest i got up.. went hm to bath.. n i did sleep.. haha.. suppose to come back later.. in e end came at 1 plus.. games were supposed to start at 2 but uncles n aunties was usually late.. i ate somtin n slept again.. hahaha.. too tired.. woke at 3 followed by commencement of e Amazing Race my cuz planned.. very shiok.. had shooting road block, escape thempark roadblock n some diggin too.. roundin off wit every team jumpin into e pool n swim to e final point.. hahahaha.. very cool.. al was tired.. i shall spare e details coz its very long.. so everyting ended wen e prizes were given out.. i myself was satisfied seeing everyone wear e shirt i design.. althought simple but e more spiriting.. hahaha.. ok so tats all.. a looonnngg post.. read if u wan.. i had a great tym helpin n glad everybody enjoyed it.. alright ciaoz...

Weekend plans..

2005-03-18T20:26:00.000+11:00

ok its friday already.. well start frm tonight, i have e family day ting till sunday.. yep.. a 3 day chalet.. tonight ther is a bbq.. e theme will be meat products.. haha.. a theme u might ask? well tats e plan.. tmr night will be seafood night though, so diif taste lah.. aniwae tmr aftn goin SP wit Team Freewill for parkour.. yeah.. goin to be a mass jam og PK-SG so tats why we`re goin.. also on sunday we have e eastpark challenge Finals.. lookin forward to tat too.. hopefully can make it coz i`ll be quite busy helpin my cuzins at e chalet.. ther wil be fun n games held so fer sure i`ll be occupied.. n if tats not enuf, i have sem exams nxt week.. hahaha.. haven studied tat much.. i dono wad im expecting in e exam.. maybe failing a few subjects.. haahaha.. well fuk tat.. i guess tis weekend will be jam-packed so wont be blogging.. jus wait fer e sunday review den.. alright ok im outta here.. peace out..

Wednesday Stupidity...

2005-03-17T03:41:00.000+11:00

oh well.. todays plan was to go beach road to print t-shirts.. see i have tis family day thingy tis weekend at aloha so to make it a rememberance, we print t-shirts fer all of my family.. total = 43.. yep alot i noe.. so went ther wit wk n caleb.. n my stupidity started.. first n foremost, i nvr bring e deposit $$ whic was wit my cuz.. so den, i nvr add up e sizes n trouble e lady.. haha.. also i made them wait whil i myself waited for my cuz to come pas me e money.. hahaha.. all was fuck up.. lol.. sorry guys.. my fault, my fault.. also we did print FREEWILL t-shirts.. limited edition.. onli 6 shirts.. n all for our bros n sis.. tat is wk,pow,caleb,bran,seli n me.. hahaha.. so check tat out if u see us wearing it.. so everyting was cool den.. went for pool session at parkway.. nice games... went to eat therafter.. soon we headed back n uve gues it, 15 was e bus n we slowly ride hm.. 50mins journey.. stupid bus.. n i actualy slept on wk shoulder.. hhahahaha.. sorry.. n knockin to it too.. damn i was tired.. nt forgetin, me n caleb was suaning ppl in e bus by their wear.. tis guy thought he gangsta wit tis metal chain n to make it more lame, he was sucking on tis honey stick.. super tink he hip.. ahahahaha.. so i gues tats all.. blog wil stil be reconstructed so thanks fer u comments guys.. alright, im gone...

A new Start?

2005-03-15T06:21:00.000+11:00

well finally, finally im done.. after lyk spendin so long at e comp tryin to change all to my liking, its done..haha.. as u can see everytin has change.. yep.. a new start.. but maybe be changin e colors soon if its nt right.. other than tat all is ok i tink.. so happy pressin n lookin ard.. hahaha.. aniwae went freerun at lavender( The Crawford ).. quite cool place.. did all i wanted.. went into e PK:SG video wit pow n wk.. cool.. haha.. we 3 did e gap frm 2 storeys.. n it was a highlight.. haha.. e air.. cool! im quite lazy to blog already coz felin tired so ciaoz.. its 3am fer goodness sake.. lalalala..

Activities galore..

2005-03-12T20:44:00.000+11:00

ok well jus about got back frm watchin e eastpark challenge training.. saw all e pros doin good tricks.. awesome.. witness a backflip, tailwhips n lots more.. overall good practice.. i myself of coz not joinin.. hey i aint good enuf.. i wonder wen can i actually join n be proud n pull big tricks.. maybe it will nvr happen.. tmr will be qualifiers so will be ther too.. supportin our fren zam.. hahaha.. aniwae later at nite goin parkour wit e usual suspects.. yep.. gona try tings.. maybe goin marine parade n can follow up wit pool.. haha.. these days been getin better at pool after all those sessions.. til a pt came wen jus nw i peered into e pool place n saw these 2 buggers playin aniohow.. hahaha.. dono lah.. n up comin, my blog wil be undergoin a reconstruction.. haha.. change design n pics n song.. so watch out fer tat.. oklah time to go.. signin off..

Skools endin soon..

2005-03-09T04:10:00.000+11:00

well i cant wait fer skool to end in 2 days.. already it wednesday morning n here i am typin at 1am.. haha.. ok i had my last freehand drawing lesson jus now.. pass up my last camara drawing n pow`s sketch book.. cool.. got 67 n 64.. good enuf.. i passed my CDS.. haha.. notin much happen after tat.. went downtown fer study but my mind wasnt ther.. couldnt concentrate.. well.. it suxs.. haha.. aniwae.. since skool is endin, fuk.. i tink im gona skip classes more.. hahaha.. tmr surely goin skool fer 3hrs onli.. today was onli 30mins sort of.. other than tat, ive not been freerunnin.. come on Pow.. we need training.. lol.. my body has recovered enuf.. n wat maybe suprisin, im hooked on desperate housewives.. hahahaha.. watch episod 1 til 15 right here in my com.. dwld it of coz.. its a great show.. long time since i watch drama.. e storyline was superb.. sadly i couldnt find episod 16 n e rest.. has it come out yet also i donno.. i hangin on e storyline.. so many lessons to be learned so guys, check e show out.. yep.. so i gues tat ends all.. im outta here..

A Sunday filled wit boredom..

2005-03-07T00:48:00.000+11:00

well here i am on a sunday.. i nvr really went out today.. slept at 4am after watchin movies on my com.. woke up late at 1.. i helped out my cuz to check out e chalet for our family day comin durin e skool holidays.. jus basically scouted pasir ris park area.. my bike tube burst again.. tell u wat.. im gonna quit indefinitely.. tis tym its serious.. had enuf lah.. so den my mom cook wonderful early dinner.. e food was good.. everyone liked it.. yep.. followin on, i slack n rot n played PS2 til 9pm.. my bros had ask whether wana watch movie but i had no mood.. e show also didnt sound interestin.. aniwae read some mags n went shop to get tidbits.. haha.. e usual.. i gues my life is getin more borin by e day.. i cant seem to look forward to anitin.. onli parkour excites me now.. at least i noe im tryin my bez.. hahaha.. so in e meantime, i`ll jus go back to my food n enjoy rottin here.. outz..

Parkour or Ride?

2005-03-04T01:46:00.000+11:00

skool has pretty much bored me.. been skipping lotsa classes lately.. no mood.. borin.. wanted to have fun.. hahaha.. so like tat ah.. parkour has been a staple in my life ever since.. been doin it regularly over e days.. every session is power packed.. i would say its diff from ridin.. when i ride thers alot of tings i cant do.. so many tricks n everyting.. i cant jump dirt nor can play park.. heck my street sucks too.. haha.. but in freerunnin, im only limited by my boundaries.. yes i can climb, i can fly, i can grab, i can vault.. all those basic manoeuvaers i can do.. give me more guts n more flips, i`ll be good.. hahahaha.. to me parkour is a sport wher i can go anywher n anytime to play.. not like ridin wher we restricted to certain areas.. so ther we have it, a conflict between 2 of my fav hobbies.. i tink tis post is getin borin to so OUTZ..

felin poetic.. haha

2005-02-28T03:19:00.000+11:00

+ If i could be what i want to be +
+ Without no worries no doubts +
+ Being careless and free +
+ Giving up all there is before me+
+ I would try to achieve my dream +
+ Nevertheless without regrets +
+ I would seek happiness n joy +
+ Relieving my life with abundance +

I dono wats up wit this.. suddenly felt like typin some poetic crap that suddenly pop up into my head.. well i noe it not up to standard but well i couldnt care.. hahaha.. aniwae tats all.. freerun today was great.. Kudos to pow for e new spot.. ok outz..

Loving Fridays...

2005-02-26T04:13:00.000+11:00

ok well friday was such a reprieved.. other than goin to skool which was a killer coz i had to rush for java assignment.. finally completed it.. satisfied.. n went to pass it up.. so all after tat, went hm ard 5 after lab.. yeah.. freerunnin was next up.. it seems every week im only lookin forward to tis day.. yep.. went town wit pow,wk,selina n caleb.. we explored another part of town.. played along e way frm dhoby ghout till OUB(Raffles place).. did wat i wanted to do except for tat palm spin on a wall.. tat was my biggest goal.. didnt accomplish it though.. jus couldnt bring myself to spin on e wall wit my palms.. quite scary.. haha.. well it will be done one day.. hopefully.. aniwae at OUB, we did gymnasium training.. Wk wanted to try frontflip, Pow wanted an aerial cartwheel.. in end all was futile.. i myself tried back handsprings n it didnt look right nor feel good.. still got a long way to go for us.. as usual i went wit my technical style.. tryin all those spins and vault on railings.. got hurt too.. my back nicely grazed concrete while slipping under a rail.. hahaha.. bruised up.. it didnt matter.. i had a wonderful day.. rounding off we went tamp to climb bamboo poles.. immediately recurred to me scenes from Rush Hour 2.. got to e roof n nicely smoke our way to victory.. it was cool.. standing up there.. alright outz i go..

Slackin day....

2005-02-25T03:43:00.000+11:00

to start e day, i never went skool on purpose.. e night ard 2 went to meet bro WK fer supper.. our standard coffeeshop at central.. by den i decided im not goin skool.. e reason was java assignment.. as uve guess those whu noe me, im so last min tat in e end i didnt noe how to do n nobody help me so i guess not goin to skool was needed.. but this time i got an MC.. coz e teacher will ask.. n den i would have a good reason.. hahaha.. so ard 2 went polyclinic.. went to see doctor n was out in a 1min.. how fast was tat.. complained of diarhoea.. haha.. gimme some charcoal tablets and e must MC.. haha.. paid $4.70...hahaha.. cheap.. of coz lah i fake lookin sick n e complaint of goin toilet 5 times.. seriously speakin tis is e first tym i took MC.. haha.. serious.. so den went freerunnin wit WK.. all over e area of pasir ris central.. we covered all e spots.. had a great tym.. power pack.. went downtown fer drinks n proceeded wit pool.. so altogether good day.. went hm.. meet broS fer CU session.. went back.. slack.. rot.. tried to do assignment.. failed.. pow helped.. doin now.. stress.. n now im typin this.. hahaha... see how good broS ah.. n im gona pass up tmr.. hopefully ok ah.. k im outta here..

Assignments sucks..

2005-02-24T02:55:00.000+11:00

ok as above, i frankly dont like assignments.. ive been stuck on java assignment since dono wen.. nobody seems to be helpin me.. haha.. how m i suppose to do it aniwae.. ah forget tat.. tmr i tink i`ll take MC n see how it comes.. skool has really spoiled my mood tis few days.. its been pretty borin n ive got sick of it.. all e studyin, doin assignments at last min.. i dono lah.. i guess choosing to come to I.T skool was a big mistake.. i can barely cope wit all e work.. ive been really lazy.. jus no mood to study tis or tat.. its really stressing me up.. perhaps....... well fuck.. outz..

Ridin Sunday...

2005-02-21T02:01:00.000+11:00

finally after lyk 4 weeks since i last touch my bike, i took it out, repaired e tube n went ridin.. well it was ok.. stil could do most of e tricks.. but sadly couldnt manual.. hahahah.. aniwae soon i was bored frm it.. it was a first tym.. i didnt felt lyk ridin more.. so i went hm at 930 leavin e rest as they went ridin somemore.. well tat was it.. yest was Jam n Hop n it was cool.. ok performance.. took pics n all.. notin much.. n tmr stil got skool so im lyk lazy.. haha.. k bye

Yet anothey day at skool...

2005-02-19T05:30:00.000+11:00

ok alright.. jus got back ard 0130am.. yepp frm town.. went freerunnin wit Pow n Wk includin Selina.. did quite a lot of tings.. went coverin esplanade area to sg river to War memorial.. quite satisfied although i wasnt 100% energy.. arms felt ache n also abs too.. hahaha.. b4 tat of course went skool.. notin much.. went to see open house again.. another good day.. biketrial were performin well.. n so was another band.. jus slack ard.. did get to play trials on e tables.. haha.. good enuf.. yeah.. so went hm n went freerunnin as above mentioned.. well tat wraps up e day fer me.. kinda feelin tired.. tmr yet another day at skool except tis tym fer fun.. will be supprting Bran n ESR as they perform for final day of open house.. its gona be e bez yet so its a muz watch.. also happenin at 7 will be e Jam N Hop featurin, Pug Jelly, Triple Noize n such.. gona be cool so goin fer tat too wit my broS.. so i gues gdnite ppl.. ciaoz..

projects?

2005-02-18T04:25:00.000+11:00

argggggghhhhh damn.. i cant tink anymore.. ive been doin IISO project since like 11.. started frm scracth.. had soo much to type.. but finally e killer was e AFD n IFD.. i jus couldnt do it properly.. (sorry pow if got probs) i couldnt focus.. jus did like wad was taught.. my mind is like crackin.. felin a headache comin.. haha.. n as usual u noe why im rushin on it? tmr is due date! hahahaha.. tats me alright.. king of last mins works.. well at least ive finish tat.. 1 down n 2 to go.. well skool is left bout 2 weeks more i tink.. den term break n sem exam so pretty fast flowing this sem.. kinda stil lazing sooo... hmm.. today`s TP open house was cool.. they had band performance n some talent show.. as if i wasnt a student ther.. didnt went to class jus to catch our fellow bro Bran in action during BikeTrial demo.. pretty cool.. alot of nice, technical moves.. proud of Bran finally makin his mark.. i participated too in e human demo after bein pulled down.. haha.. but they did well so kudos to ESR team.. yep.. goin support them tmr too.. ahhhh jus damn tired my brain.. wana sleep so bye.. *yawns*

rushing for assignments..

2005-02-16T03:30:00.000+11:00

alright well i haven been blogging fer a few days.. kinda took a break.. haha.. aniwae notin much happen during e past days.. went freerunnin yest.. super awesome.. i introduced my broS to this blocks area near pasir ris MRT.. yeah.. fun place.. got alot of obstacles.. things to climb n jump.. very challenging indeed.. yep.. tried alot of tings.. actua e day at skool had freerunnin too.. nearly died 5 times! hahaha.. legs slipped while doin vault.. yep.. so in any case im damn lucky tat hands are strong.. good.. so tats all of parkour.. went to sleep after doin my art.. got freakin 60 wen i put in so much effort.. stupid lecturer.. first time i really did shadings n i muz admit it quite sucks but hey effort was ther.. seems lyk shading was a bad idea since he jus wanted a sketch.. haha.. ah ferget it.. so tat was skool fer lyk 30mins onli.. went eat wit caleb n bran at design skool.. standard OP.. yupz.. so went bran house after meetin wk at CU.. jus slack at his home.. watch TV n blah3.. went CU again for slack wit all e broS.. pow, wk, bran, caleb n our Dasao, Selina.. hahaha.. e usual general topics of getin license n suaning each other prevailed.. it seems we really like old uncles always slackin at coffeeshop.. hahahaha.. N did I mention wk went CDC today n registered officially fer car license.. tats cool.. our bro target is my bdae to complete so hopefully all goes well.. so actually im busy doin my assignment so well.. ok Go!

I had a whale of a time..

2005-02-13T02:09:00.000+11:00

hmmm.. ok everyone i jus got back today jus nw ard 9.. so i guess down below i will fill u up with all e happenins these 4 days filled wit fun, madness n really leaning back.. hahaha.. ok time fer day 1:

Day 1:
So my uncle came at 1.. pick me up n pack off 2 causeway to meet up wit another uncle.. so it was fiz's family n elise family.. yeah.. so actually den we went to sort of eat supper.. dis cool place.. had great foods.. by den it was 3am.. so drove all e way.. had break in btween.. reach kl ard 8.. check in into Concorde hotel n jus chill.. n to tink we all squeeze into 1 rm.. yep.. all 8 of us.. haha.. tok bout saving $$.. fer ur information e clubbing scene was onli a 5 mins walk.. ahaha.. so u noe we cuzins had plans.. so went swimming wit fiz.. jus chill.. enjoy.. went back hotel n everyone was asleep.. haha.. so all slept til 9 or wad.. went to eat at this place.. nice food.. had satay, fried kway teow, tom yam.. yeah.. mouthwatering.. headed back n proceeded wit e plan.. by 1 all was ready.. we went to NOUVO.. yeah.. cool place n all.. had great atmosphere.. onli me n fiz needed to pay n it was only $15 sing each.. had drinks.. didnt dance much.. jus tok2 n smoke smoke smoke.. hahaha.. overall good clubbing nite.. had supper afterwards n headed back to sleep..

Day 2:
Moving on, all cuzins woke up upon hearin e sound of parents naggin.. e plan was to go Bukit Tinggi fer sightseeing.. in e end onli e parents went n as u guess it, we had plans.. haha.. kinda disapointed e parents but well.. lol.. so den ard 1 or so, we all BB plaza.. had chic rice which was a fuller.. ordered lyk 1 whole chicken to share.. didnt finish it of coz... haha.. wasted.. went shoppin fer tings.. e gals, elise n aisyah(caca) , wanted to find saloon but to no vail.. its CNY n all salons was closed.. so jus walk2.. proceeded to Chinatown fer shoppin.. we`ve been takin taxis all e way since it was so cheap.. haha.. ther we walk.. fiz bought 3 musics CDS for 10RM.. haha.. dirt cheap.. aisyah had to keep on bargaining fer this rolex watch.. at first was lyk 150RM.. in e end it camed to 70RM.. haha.. bargains werks.. i wanted to buy somtin but notin camed to mind.. so we really covered e whole of chinatown.. i swear my legs was about shatterin.. haha.. so proceeded to KLCC.. e gals found e salon.. so we guys jus relax n waited fer them.. soon we were back at e hotel awaitin dinner.. i don quite remem e dinner but we actually was supposed to go NUOVO again as Fiz had contacts so all could get in fer free.. niwae it didnt happen so all slept til mornin..

Day 3:
Followin on.. woke up ard 12.. by den e parents wanted to go KLCC.. i n Fiz didnt follow.. Onli elise went wit them.. caca was fast asleep.. me n fiz had plans on BB plaza ard ther fer shoppin.. went ther ard 4.. i bought jeans.. n some games.. we both went this salon called Michael n Guys.. chose hairstyles frm a book n it was pretty well done.. e bill camed to 96RM.. we got cheated.. we ask fer junoir hairstylist but gt e director.. actual price was 25RM each but camed to 36RM each.. n Fiz thought e facial he got was 10RM but it became 20RM.. damn.. they whack us good.. not wanting to loose face we jus paid up.. haha.. but tinkin of it, its quite ok.. we were served chinese tea n allowed to fag inside so hahahaha.. where else can u get tat.. n to tink its 36Rm fer e director.. hello? $18 sing? u could never dream of tat in SG.. hahaha.. had dinner at KFC.. wolfing down everyting in lyk 5mins.. we haven eaten.. went back.. jus chill.. slack.. slept.. woke up.. clubbing time.. time check: 1230am.. ok got ready.. went Nuovo.. den elise had to nt bring her ID.. Fiz was fed up.. thankfully e hotel was near.. got it n went ther again.. n to clarify tings, Nuovo entrance rules are 21 fer guys n 18 fer gals.. haha.. n im 17 sir? hahahaha.. of coz lah used my bros student card.. i tink e bouncer was jus lame.. see n can go.. went in n as promise free.. hahaha.. caca`s Kl fren Bern(tats wat i tink his name is) opened table.. we had Jack Daniel bottle wit coke.. damn i drank like more than 10 glasses.. each time bottoms up n sort of like e high feelin, so drink somemore.. ahahaha.. n smoke.. n dance.. n drink.. hahahaha.. i was really enjoyin our last nite ther.. it ended at 3.. not to be lost, Fiz`s fren this gal called Iman Sasha( e contacts mentioned above) invited us to Sacosa`s small club called, i ferget e name.. nvm.. it was playin house music.. n we met e former prime minister of malaysia`s daughter.. she treated us to beer.. yeah.. tonight was fully sponsored.. enjoyed myself.. got more tipsy.. chill n headed back ard 6plus.. it was a wonderful nite.. thanks all..

Day 4 (Today):
Lastly.. woke up felin like pukin.. e toilet was occupied.. went outside toilet.. puke jus a bit.. i was felin sucky.. went to sleep n woke up soon wanting to puke.. fuck.. i felt sick.. hahahaha.. i bath hopin to feel better but didnt.. all packed up as we wanted to check out.. walkin to e carpark n wanting to puke started again.. abit camed put here n ther.. it sure feels damn disgusting.. i didnt like it at all.. my throat was in pain.. awaitin e car, i puke alot.. it camed out but not all.. so went fer lunch.. i had absolutely no appetite.. all were askin me to at least munch somtin.. no mood fer tat.. e parents thought i was sick coz i hasnt eaten frm yest nite but to my cuzins eyes, they were givin tat " u noe yest u drank too much look".. wahahaha.. i admitted my mistake to them.. haha.. while they finsh eatin, i went toilet to puke everyting out n i did.. all of it.. i puke til my stomach wrenched in pain.. haha.. but thankfully i felt better.. had a drink n all headed fer SG.. i slept all e way til machap(a restin place).. Fiz didnt have anyone to tok too.. haha.. so ther i felt a whole lot better n eat fullfillingly.. haha.. bought hong fer myself.. cont to drive to SG.. i slept again.. woke up at this petrol kiosk.. dad`s top up petrol.. change cars n headed second link.. it was jammed.. stupid.. stuck ther fer 2 hrs or more.. finally reach hm soon.. ok tats all..

I seriouly had a great tym ther.. those 4 days was superb.. maybe it was bcoz it been quite loong since went holiday.. it was power packed.. i chill, slack, relax to e fullest.. throughly enjoyed this short getaway.. really hav to thank my uncles fer bringin me.. hahaha.. so wow.. such a long post.. so if u dowan to read nvr mind.. hahaha.. klah ciao damanoz muchacoz.. n we cuzins like to say " lean back, lean back, lean back".. =)

Goin to KL

2005-02-09T01:32:00.000+11:00

ok well guys.. i guess i wont be blogging til friday.. as e above title says, im goin to KL.. hahahah.. everyting was a last min ting.. e uncles decided on it.. so i`ll be accompanying 3 of my cuz.. fiz, caca n elise.. yeah.. goin to be fun.. but stil gt long ride tonight.. hmm.. so i guess i shall end here.. jus a short post.. k bye.. im gona enjoy it... hopefully thers clubbing at zouk KL.. YEAH!

What a nice day..

2005-02-07T23:49:00.000+11:00

ok guys i had really a nice tym yest night.. alot of tings happen.. went ther bout 3 den jus slack2 first.. den bought e bbq tings, took bbq set n all.. so started bbq at 5plus.. guests also started rolling in.. well although e foodfare was simple, we made do.. aniwae total ppl who came was bout 15 maybe.. yah, jus a small gathering.. so by like 11 was left wit 8 or 9 ppl.. let me recall who was left? hmm.. pow, seli, bran, caleb, helmi, edric, thomas, me n lastly bdae boy WK.. yep jus e 9 of us.. pow, wk n seli bought drinks earlier.. we had absolut vodka, black cat n 10pack tiger.. so at e stroke of midnight we wanted to celebrate den still tat bran havent come.. how could he when it was an important occasion.. aniwae wk forgave him fer tat.. we had a cake which WK father bought fer him.. a fruit topping cream cake.. so den we sang bdae song bout 1210 n toast to his 18th bdae.. finally 1 of broS r 18.. n he continued suaning us 17yr olds on e spot.. hahahaha.. well i knew it would happen.. following on he enjoyed helmi`s present fer him, a cigar.. haha.. cool.. i soon got abit tipsy.. haha.. after e toast n some beer.. hahaha.. thought we could buy more frm cheers but damn e stupid shop was closed.. n we all thought its 24hrs.. wat the fuck.. niwae wk n thomas went central to get more.. we celecrated after tat wit more slackin n drinks.. haha.. bran also jus had to step like he drunk wen onli he tipsy.. e pro scammer.. talkin all those lame craps bout e gal lah n this n tat.. irrtatin as seli said.. well after bbq more eatin den i downed another stupid concotion of 7-up n vodka.. tasted like med.. hahaha.. so we all jus chill.. some went to sleep includin me at 5plus.. woke up ard 10 realisin tat we must book out.. so everyone got ready n pack up.. closed e chalet n went mac fer bfast.. okoklah.. wat followed was our most fav activity these days which is: POOL.. haha.. Underdogs finlly reign SUPREME today.. won them 2-1 at e end.. total play time was 3 hrs n it cost $9.. how cheap was tat.. lol.. so den all went hm.. i had such a nice day n hopefully everyone who attended did.. now i`ll take e oppurtunity to thank WK fer opening a chalet n providing food fer us to celebrate his bdae.. to Wk: Happy 18th bdae!!! i noe u`ll enjoy every cigarette now in peace.. hahaha.. klah i gues tats all.. e longest post yet fer me.. so ciaoz evryone...

Wk bdae here i come..

2005-02-06T17:17:00.000+11:00

ok finally after patiently waitin for 1 week, it is Wk`s 18th bdae.. yeah.. haha.. he`s e first 1 of our broS turning 18.. hahaha.. yep.. we r really goin to have fun celebrating.. everyting will be fun.. one hell of a party.. so i really cant wait.. in bout 20mins im goin n for sure im gona enjoy myslef again after all those tormenting this week waitin fer it.. hahahaha.. klah jus a short post.. stay tune tmr fer e report of activities happenin tonight.. btw his bdae is feb 7.. ciaoz damanoz ppl..

1 class Friday..

2005-02-05T02:52:00.000+11:00

hahaha.. went to skool fer 1 class again.. n it made me very happy.. got IISO paper n scored 27.5/35.. cool man.. finally scored in a paper.. i was damn glad.. yeah.. so after tat met Wk for pool again at pavilion.. we r really playin pool like siao.. yep.. played 2 hrs wit him.. den caleb n bran came so they played while me n wk went fer lunch.. after tat more pool as we join them again.. n had match part 2.. n we lost again.. 5-2 this time.. haha.. nvr mind 1 day we shall reign supreme.. lol.. aniwae tats tat.. went hm n slack playin my PS2.. this game called Death By Degrees.. cool game.. followin on, met helmi for dinner at CU.. as usual he came to meet trena.. so we shared indian rojak.. both was damn hungry.. haha.. den caleb n wk came.. they went slackin at tamp all e way after pool.. so followed e talk2, n we had this subject on seafood tat made everybody laugh out really loud.. first it was whether lobster got pincers lah, den how abalone reproduce, n caleb had to say tat abalone eat Sand! hahaha.. n how starfish pass motion, reproduce n eat n wk said it was all frm same hole in e middle.. wahahaha.. we got stomach cramps after all those stupid jokes.. yeah.. hahahahaha.. niwae went back hm soon n been relaxin ever since.. have a 6 day break all e way frm sat to thurs next week.. yep i wont be goin skool on monday.. so till tmr or wad.. have a nice day ppl..

been getin tired lately..

2005-02-04T01:29:00.000+11:00

ok well.. ive really been tired this whole week.. nvr really felt like goin skool.. yeah.. tat resulted in alot of lecture skipping as i completely was lazy enuf to get outta bed early.. i dono why.. it seems tat i haven recoverd enuf frm e 1 week break.. hmm.. ok tats tat.. like yest.. went to skool fer 1 tutorial onli n went to play pool wit Wk n Bran.. yeah.. skip lec again.. haha.. been playin pool alot lately.. jus like it.. hahaha.. nvr getin enuf of hittin e balls.. hahaha.. aniwae fer today went skool from 9-5pm.. i actually completed e whole day.. haha.. been a while since tat.. yep.. so den went to play pool again at pavilion.. at e end had a underdogs VS pros match.. me n caleb in underdogs while Bran n WK in pros team.. we played 5 games.. leading at 2-0 at startin onli to lose 3-2 at e end.. wahahaha.. they win coz i personally sank e black ball into wrong hole for both times.. hahaha.. made silly errors too fer me n Caleb.. well roundin it off we went for CU session.. e usual stuff happen.. n here i am sittin at e com.. ok guys.. im outta here..